Life of Josiah on earth

2006-07-28T06:55:00.000-07:00

This is a video of rick warren,this realie encourages me alot and i hope that it will encourage euu tooz!!i cried while watching this video!!=)...
Yupz if now u dun feel God or u have doubts about God etc...this video is for you!!
Praise the Lord!!=D=D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vn21SHV3usM

2006-06-26T04:51:00.000-07:00

BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!IN ORDER TO SERVE THE LORD AND YOU BETTER!!=D Sorry for the inconvinience!!=D

by:josiah little boss of Christ's ministry

2006-05-23T23:46:00.000-07:00

"This is for those who are tagged by me.. This is what you all have to do, so enjoy :) if you have been tagged, you are to come up with seven qualities of your perfect lover. do specify the gender. then, list down and tag another seven bloggers on their pages. if you've been tagged, you need not do this again. lets start....

Female
1)Must be christian
2)love God more than me!=)
3)have good temper
4)must not smoke!onli guys can smoke!=)
5)must not go out with guys alone,if wan at least inform me!=)Trust
6)must not be too noisy...=D
7)reply my smses or call,once she receives my call and smses=)

let God take care yarz!!=D....

tagged:
1)serene
2)jieming(hehez i knoe u have a blog)...
3)sean
4)james lin
5)joey
6)liying
7)xuanwen jie(not sure u hab blog anotz=)...)

2006-05-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

hahaz!my blog growing cobwebs liaoz!!=)paisehx la but i realie quite lazy to blog hehez=)this month is realie a good month for me as last sat(20/5/06) de sermon was realie for me.....God realie gave me a breakthrough as i always let my emotions get the hold of me and always act non-Christlike...i promised God tat i will not try to do things His way,but will do things His way=)hehez i tink this month is the month tat i had the most prob thru out the start of year 2006...!!=)

hehez i paisehx realie lazy to post larz so take care yarz everyone!!=D

PSYCHO hereby says bye!!!=D=Dhahaz

2006-05-10T23:12:00.000-07:00

This video is quite funny but dun take it too seriously okie?!=D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkPPYeBEmpQ&search=spoof%20Jesus

2006-05-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

i told God that i love Him todae...Hehez yup off to pray and spend quiettime=)

2006-04-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

hehez watch this video!then tell me nice anotz??=)hahaz the backpart veri touching wanz...=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXcPqqTDVZ4

God help me please...=]

2006-04-21T01:21:00.001-07:00

haiiz....wad is wrong wif me...i also not veri sure lehx...

God help me please...=]

2006-04-21T01:21:00.000-07:00

2006-04-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

i blogged....

2006-04-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

I trust in God!!nth is the same anymore...so weird...why this kind of things need to happen every few months??i dont understand....i kept asking God wad do u wan me to learn from this lesson...and actually He had already made me realise wad shld i learn from this lesson..but the first time i didnt learn it...so it came a second time...this time i realie learned it...yeah i blogged...yea i have to learn lessons the hard way..it is painful...realie hurts...but Your grace is enough for me...=)=)=)

Psalms 32:8!!Just trust in the Lord!!no matter what He would forever guide my path!!!=D
You are worthy of all glory,You are worthy of my life!=)

Praise GOd!!He had given me the strength to overcome all temptations!!=phahaz God is good always!=)

skool is forever funny!hahaz my frends [SLT] always make my day!hahaz i may not mix well wif them but i still love them alotz!=)yeah realie want to bring them to Christ!help mi God to focus on Your work and not on my own stuffs...had social studies test todae...yeah it was a hard one..becoz i nearly wrote out of point i tink...many of them copied,ard 70% or more copied bahz...but nvm God judges!=)

Onli God can help u in all ur circumstances!!just trust that He is there!!i took quite awhile to learn this principle and canot say had 100% accomplish it as man have down periods but He always life me up!=)thank You God!=)

finally my post is not worldly hahaz guizhen...and thank you for undefeated putting so much effort to help me improve my studies!!=)lurve ya guys!

hataki gone....psycho is weak...hahaz busy....

anything tat not sure can ask dun assume anotz??anything not happy can jus come to me dez=)thanks!=)

2006-03-28T02:26:00.000-08:00

hmmz nth much to blog abt recently...hahaz but still feel like blogging lehz...kekez!slept in class for like 1 hour today??!!hahaz cher let me sleep and i was able to hand up my homework on time!!amazing mahz??!!=Dwatching zodiac the movie now lorz...=)

Sai gou realie veri tired lorz...trust God in all circumstances...=)

2006-03-26T05:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah helped out in the small group leaders dinner on friday woah HOHOZ!!it was realie a success as the place was realie decorated until super nice larz!!=D den horz got lantern etc lehz...so japanese and romantic!!and i just learned a new jap phrase...laterz den i write down...dunnoe wad to blog lehz...wanping just wanted me to study as she checked my study hours and i realie realised how much time i had wasted...time tat gone and nvr return...i shld realie start studing now...yeah everyone said tat it is not too late...it is jus late march..hahaz but yeah i gonna realie study lez...i at least wasted 20 hours each week jus on slacking!!i mean at home watching tv and msning and blogging!!hahaz...not funny...i m dead now...guizhen and jieming they all planned out a study plan and wans me to follow it if i dun den i canot slack wif them every week nites liaoz...wah piangz...plus jialin sorry larz coz i realie didnt expect tat we will celebrate caiern birthday until so late lorz so i realie veri tired lez den nv go for ur tuition larz hehez=P...Wanping wants me to study 20 hours at least every week nowz...pray for mi tat i may have discipline lehz...for if u noe me it is impossible for me to even study 10 hourz lorz hahaz...okie but pastoral leader de order canot disobey mahz...plus i study not for myself but for God lorz...hohohoho stressful...let's group study!!=)

to somebody:
sorry i have to do wad God tells me to...plz forgive me k??=)

a e shi te ru
means i love you in japanese...

Hataki!!

2006-03-21T00:03:00.000-08:00

video!!:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_fI0nTlexk&search=funny%20videos

2006-03-14T20:29:00.000-08:00

I m so tired!!hahahz slept so little these few days!everyday sleep at 3-4 plus in the morning and den wake up at 7 plus to go to skool(except yesterday) hahaz!!=Dso tired...

Hataki

haha chou zha bor!

2006-03-08T02:18:00.000-08:00

hahaz watch this video and den drop me a tag to tell me nice mahz okiez??=D
the link is below::

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nt4DEg79Q-Q&search=girls%20video

2006-03-06T23:55:00.000-08:00

I M IN THE USHER TEAM!HAHAZ AND MY LAO DA IS JAMES!!AND MY (ZONG) IS ELVIN AND MY (TAI ZONG) IS WANPINGZ!!HAHAZ GONNA SERVE THE USHER TEAM!AND GOD AND PEOPLE!!YEAH I LOVE GOD!!PRAISE HIM!!HAHAZ I M ON FIRE AGAINZ!!=)

HAHAZ THANKS FOR THE TOK OR RATHER TEACHING OF LOVE ON THE PHONE I NOW BECOME "HEN HUI ZHUO REN LIAOZ'' HAHAZ!!=D=D

PRAISE PUBLICALLY AND CORRECT PRIVATELY!=D And a step more like Jesus!

Yeah!!!

2006-03-02T21:18:00.000-08:00

hahaz currently at jiemingx's hse now la...but i just wanna say that i am learning how to cook man!cool ritez!?=)

hahaz yeah today first lesson woahz...nervous lehz=pp

give glory to God!!

2006-02-22T04:21:00.000-08:00

haha thank God for the evanglist outreach at Bp and zhenghua sec!!hahaz it is realie great!simply awesome!26 lost souls on the streets just got picked up by God's wonderful plan and are invited into the kingdom of God to spend eternity wif Him!

thanks to all those that obey His command and believed that He would do something and came in faith,God worked!and He will still be workingz!!those ppl that we shared to may to receive Jesus into their lives,but we had planted the seed of the gospel in them and the only thing we have to do now is pray...if u tried to push or force the gospel into the lost souls,it may backfire becoz we are using our own wisdom and strength,not relying on His=)

yeah this week common test week....pray for me lehz peepz...

PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE WORKS!
hahaz through reading of the purpose driven life book,it made me realise alot of things and it realie changed the way of how i react to situation...whenever i face unfair,troublesome situations,wanted to respond in anger but verses or phrases from the book keep cuming into my mind.

And i learnt to give God all the glory,even when we are eating,drinking,bathing...yeah that is to have a constant conversation with God...He wants tat more than your sacrifices!!Your love for Him!!doing everyday chores in His presence felt so much simpler!and hopeful!!

hahaz yeah trying to realise how much God love me by this verse
"I m the focus on His love''..kept reminding myself daily...hahaz when i meet circumstances,it realie motivates me to pray lorz...=D

hahaz studied wif guizhen,mingx and yeni yesterday...felt so paisehx lorz...i dun even knoe how to do sec 3 work!still need the yam to teach la...and gana suan by her like crapz....okie nvm forget!!u watchout!!!=)hahaz but one good news!the question that yam taught me yesterday came out in her surprise quiz test woahz!!issint God great!?!hehez and undefeated love to talk at my house swimming poolside yarz?!!hahaz=)

and one last thing!!PsyCho will beat Sadist dez!!Read this sAdIsT!!i will beat euu!!hahaz ur candle wax and whips are no match for my SoBBie!!=)haha forgive me Mama...i am rebelious!!=)

Common test vs prayer walk

2006-02-14T01:23:00.000-08:00

hahaz yeah!common test is starting tis fridayz!!haha wah time is not enough for me to study!!and the main problem is i canot bring myself to stuck my butt in my sit and lay my books on the table to study lorz...hard lehz..but i realie tink tat wad munchung said was realie true larz...study liao den after o levels can relac relac like him and other olevel's students lez...

but studying is realie diffi lorz...ppl pray for me lehz plz!!hahaz i realie sick and tired of teachers and friends picking on me,especially when i m a christian,telling me tat i spent too much time in church...rubbish!

during DnT lessons todae...my cher took my file and started suaning me larz...ya he also got suan other ppl but for me..i wrote john3:16 on the file and he told me...woahz i tot bible is filled wif infomation dez..but my work are so little...den he say Jesus "cry" ....and all my friends laughed..yeah i had disgraced God's Name...

but dajie u are right...is xiaodi me nvr do my work well canot blame my cher but blame myself own laziness...hahaz thank you dajie for letting mi realise it horz!!

yeah actually going to find serene and guizhenn for prayerwalk dez but after going for the 4.8km make up run plus under the hot sun...hahaz i m totally drained liao lorz...haiiz paisehx arhx...tio pang sei by me hahaz!!
yeah and found out that one of my P.E is also a christian!yeah pray for her tooz!!her name mrs phua hahaz...haha she can share her faith actively too lorz..haha yeah it is realie hard for guys to mix ard or blend into my skool and she knew it too..but realie glad tat i obeyed God and tried to share to her...and got encouraged myself tooz!=)hahaz i love God!!

2006-02-08T04:45:00.000-08:00

L O V E (1 cor 13)
is patient and kind
is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude
does not demand its own way
is not irritable
keeps no record of when it has been wronged
is never glad about injustice
rejoices whenever the truth wins out
never gives up,
never loses faith
is always hopeful
endures through every circumstance
will last forever

hahaz!sorry when i m rude,angry,jealous,or impatient...God bless!you

2006-02-07T23:31:00.000-08:00

Do not focus on the trival matters of your life but focus on the Big things of God...that is what i heard from the Lord when i seek HIm for answer as it is written:

"Seek first His kingdom and HIs righteousness and all will be given to you"

Yeah God i believe!!

queenstown!!

2006-02-05T22:49:00.000-08:00

dunnoe where to start but okie try to start off well...saturday me,huat,daryl and winnie went to jason's(tammy's brother) parent's shop to eat bbq roasted pork rice...yeah it was nice and the whole coffee shop was filled wif nice food and packed wif people...but we didnt have chance to reach our or share to the family because they were doing business and have no time for us lahz..duh...but i believe God have a plan for everything...at least their parents noe wad kind of frends their kids are hangingout wif..good frends or bad..

after eating we went to macdonalds to fellowship hahaz standard de mahz and after awhile we left for dear huat's hse hahaz it was quite fun la becoz we played a game called the forbidden siren and the first level was to run away from a mad police man who caught us trespassing some secret cult ceremony lorz..den the main character onli have a torchlight in hand and canot fight wan!!but the policeman got a pistol lehz!!when we get shot twice we will die larz so we need to get a key and run pass him to another place but we tried countless time...still nv succeed...sianz diaoz but nvm la coz huat say he had nv complete the first level before is kenni help him pass dez...erts..hahaz

den on sunday went to queensway wif guizhen and serene and skipped bible study...bad bad...haha yeah i promise i will start going nxt week lorz so muz go...and we saw shuen,kongsheng and kongann there laz..basically the tam's family is all there la except shuen's sister shuching lorz..hahaz shuen stood up and knock her head agaist the bottom of the staircase coz she sitting below the staircase mahz and after she bang her head on the bottom of the staircase tat was made of cement?hahaz she saw me...erts den say is suay la just gana one ba lu ku at the head den saw me liaoz hahaz!=)....dunnoe is i suay or she suay hahaz okie okie stop here and i skipped skool todae coz got cough and runny nose and basically not feeling veri good larz..

prayer request!!

Xuanwen,guizhen,sean,kenni,shuen they got homework,do project and got test so quite stress lahz pray for them worz!!=)

2006-02-01T05:50:00.000-08:00

in no particular order,list down 3 ppl you talk to online, 4ppl u see at school, 2 teachers, 3ppl uu love going out with, 3ppl in ur sms box

.1.serene2.shuen3.jialin4.winnie5.rico6.japhet7.heeyang8.zhenyuan9.andy10.runting11.ms yeo12.mr chen13.James14.jieming15.guizhen

So what go you think abt no. 4?
hahaz wad do u expect me to say??hahaz wonderful sisterz!that is 25/7 for her siblings in Christ!!veri nice person!!haha can tok tok alot wanz!!unafraid mahx!!=D

How nice is n.6?
haha veri nice?hehez joking brother and my super bestie friend in primary skool!althought nv see him for quite long but our relationship nv breaks!ritez broz!!???haha i know no need to answer lez!!

On a scale of 1-10, how good looking number is no.5 ?
LOLS!!hahaz 10.00001!!becoz he is GOd's creation and my ex disciple!!=Dlurve ya brother!!

Will you ever fall for no.11 ?
haha will you ever fall in love with your auntie??hahaz age gap...

Honestly, if no.8 met w an accident, what will you do ?
ermz...hahaz regret that i never try my best to reach out to him??hahaz will try my best now...

How much do you lyk no. 2 ?
hahaz!!alot!!muhahahaz last time my bestie buddy lorz!!hahaz had loads of fun wif her manz!!although now never realie tok much but she is the sweetest person i ever knew besides my dajie(xuanwen) because she always encourages me!!=D

Will 7 &13 make a gd couple ?
hahaz no way!!guyz canot go wif guyz!!gayism leads to hell manz!!=P

Would 14 kill you one dayy ?
i dun tink so...

Who do you lyk most 3 or 10?
3 larz!!hahaz my sister in CHrist lorx!!

(ownself add de question:)
What do u wan to do to no.1 now??
kill her!! haha wad never say abt euu??so big lorz!!hahaz=D

Get 5 ppl w blogss to do this thing guizhenn!!,James,jiehau,weiwei,cherie!

Yeah!!haha no title againz...

2006-02-01T04:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR BLOG READERS!!!hahaz thanks for dropping by!=Dhahaz anyway so long nv blog liao worz feel guai guai de lehz..hhaha actually i was quite lazy la these few days...haha holiday for too long liaoz,first day went back skool den gana scolding from my p.e teacher....haiz sianz but nvm la!!hong bao was good!!the onli good thing abt cny is hongbao liaoz!!hahaz=Dbut actually also can use this chance to preach the Gospel to those people that dunnoe CHrist lorz...but i didnt reallie made use of this chance laz...maybe is becoz of fear and lazyness bahz...pure lazy...hmm gonna start working for our Pappy in heaven!!show HIm and the world that wad He did in me has not gone down the drain!!haha cny was abit boring i must say...but wif my cousins not at all!!haha they are realie veri cool people okiez!!yup and someone gonna get the hongbao money out for my handphone bill liaoz lor!!hahaz bomb!but realie enjoyable larz coz i also nth to do quite bored at that time...watch tv lorz...muhahahahaz and yeah this gonna be a short post coz also nth much to post larz...sianz diao life without doing HIs work...anyway thank God for every chances He had given me to patch back all my broken friendships and every single little chance to share the Gospel!!hehez praise Him!!trust HIm not onli in good times but in bad times!!no matter is ur faith high or low,great or little...He is a GOd tat u can trust wif ur life and everything u hab!!hehez amen!!signing off~....

Busy!!

2006-01-25T05:42:00.000-08:00

haha recently nearly everyone had been oppressed by homework,schoolwork and CCAs...everyone is so busy to even rest,chat online msn,reply msgs,even not enough sleep...haiiz felt so slack lor..have so much to study worz....that i dun even noe where to start larz!!haiz need help from God man...haha yeah skool life is boring and i realie kelian teachers teaching my class and also in my school larz...a teacher got insulted by my friends so much that she shouted out loud in anger but the more she shout the louder my friends laughed...haiiz aiyoz she just wan to come in and teach and den go out of the class and earn a living why make her life so difficult??haiz realie dun understand worldly people...yar it is fun to be mocking the teachers but put urself in their shoes...it is not funny at all lors...God arhx save them from their rebellious nature bahz...at least their rebellious actions!!=D

haha nothing much to blog anyway but i suddenly feel like learning piano!!But debra and winnie also sae tat piano must learn from young now veri weird...haiiz...sian diaoz...both also told me to learn guitar hehez my guitar also dunnoe land at whose hse now liaoz..

And now then i realise how weak friendships can get...althought it happened a few months ago le but now satan brought it back to my mind and then i realise tat how much friendships meant in my life...yeah i had alot of broken friendships before and i had enough of it le...pastor daniel told me to start to look at it from a different angle and i understand now lez...yeah we may be close last time but not now,we may talk everyday last time but not even hi now...but u are a friend that realie left heavy footsteps in my life that is not so easily erased dez...haiiz...signing off...trying to patch back this friendship...if it is by His will den please God let it be done bahz!!=)

josiah i blogged...

2006-01-22T05:57:00.000-08:00

haha sorry for the previous post hehe coz veri lazy so jus post lorz..=Dhehex dunnoe wad i toking abt la but anyway nissi acts de blog open le go tag!!haha okie okie even non nissi acts people also can!hahaz=)

Saturday

yeah icebreakers was fun although i forget wad games we played liaoz and jirin's pnw was awesome!haha so long dun have this kind of praise and worship le!wad jirin say is correct...we had made worship into a routine..a thing...just like wad the "heart of worship" says:I m sorry Lord for the things i made it...."haha yeah and GOd realie spoke thru her tat we need to use our heart,soul and mind to worship not onli body..becoz our actions without using our hearts is futile...and praise God that andy,my friend,came to Christ and he will be a regular in the cell i guess...=)

yeah heard that unafraid is prayerwalking their school huhx??=)tats great!!haha i will pray for u all also de ppl pray horz if u see this post!!hahaz and i will be bring more friends this week i try la so ppl plz pray!!haha gonna do some work for God since He loves me so much hehez..

Sunday

hahaz i slept for 3 hrs onli lastnite...in the morning went to huishan hse there de wet market to collect things for cafe duty de and den after that went to church to unload the stuffs and then went home lor haha waited for yijun to come and den slack and rot at home lorz...didnt go bible study todae becoz i noe if i go there i sure sleep de hahaz=Dand actually i didnt make an effort to go also la so it was realie my fault actually n i was sick also,cough...hahaz okie i guess thats all!hehez and to serene plz dun keep me up so late just to look at ur blog can?!!hahaz ok la i enjoyed waiting la seriously...okiez gtg signing off..=D

josiah blogged....

2006-01-20T07:34:00.000-08:00

i blogged...

blogged...

2006-01-16T23:43:00.000-08:00

haha since cheryl u sae u have nothing to tag becoz i nvr blog ritez??so now i blogging...

saturday

yeah!!andy and jiayao came to church!!tried quite hard to bring them come but God bless they came!!although jiayao didnt receive Christ but i know God have a timing for everything and andy stayed!!yeah i pray that God can work mightily and he will bring his friends come to Christ!!

monday

haha after skool mingx and guizhen came to slack at westmall and we slacked by my condo the jade de poolside as jieming went swimming,me and guizhen sat there and chat and use laptop lor...but while jieming was doing his warming up he discovered that the glass on top of him was cracked and will fall down anytime...we called the guards and many of them came to see wad happened and "repair"...haha den after that we went to westmall to have our dinner and have alittle chat wif constance,a gal from yellow..people pray for her and her partner also,i dunnoe her name but we are trying to invite constance to church,pray that jaslyn and guizhen will be used mightily by God this time!!=)went to play arcade and pool after that!jieming and guizhen danced para para dance!!and it was so funny and fun larz!!=Dundefeated gathering is always so fruitful and enjoyable!!jieming danced until me and guizhen laugh until stomach pain and face red red lorz!!haha and later went to play pool but that counter person checked my ezlink card and found out i was below 16..erts canot play so i watched them play lorz...sad...but nvm...fun day!!

mingx going operation today so pray for speedy recovery and doctor's hands will be guided by God!!

Renew!!restart from the starting point....

2006-01-12T07:06:00.000-08:00

ok decided to press on in the race and rerun againz..i had ran a bad race for 1 year 4 months...i admit i onli know how to tok and dunnoe how to walk my talk but i will make this time a restart..haiz dun wish to backslide the second time lez....although i m realie veri tired to start all over again but do i have a choice???haha yeah la God will prove to me that He still can use me laz...finally can be discharged from all responsiblities le...rico is no longer my disciple,i m no longer the attendance marker,currently have no ministries,starting from new life lesson 1 againx...sound like a newcomer am i??hahax=D but God let me rejoice even at this very moment because i can rewalk againz and it is a good news la...God told me that if i humble myself He will exalt me above where i am now...He gonna make me a more worthy servant than now....issint that good news??hahaz i will wait for this day to come de Lord!!preserve me larz....i dont want to leave You the second time...too painful le...never fail to wet my eyes...

haha who sae guyz canot cry??=)

Haizz.....

2006-01-11T08:16:00.000-08:00

Have to start all over againz...sick and tired of it...but bopianz wad can i do but to continue to seek Him??everytime want to turn away from Him,i will feel the sadness in God's heart...everyime i reject His loving words and help i can feel the pain in the heart...yesh God u let me start from scratch again and i can tell You i m realie sick and tired to start from scratch....1 year 4 months of time had been wasted...but wad can i do but to continue to follow You??the fact is that You died for me and love me so much and i realie dun have the heart to turn away from You...If You are GOd...show me that i will become stronger in faith by helping me and making me a humble man...

weak and beaten...ashamed and naked...starting all over againz...from the starting point...september 2004...

yesh this is reality...one mistake no second chance

2006-01-09T23:33:00.000-08:00

yeah we are living in a world that once u commit a mistake there is no second chance...yeah i had made a mistake but now the chance is gone...i know it very well that i am weak and i respect the decisions that are made...

2006-01-09T07:17:00.000-08:00

A poem made by my cha shao bao buddy!!haha go guess who if u can guess it larz!!=D

here we go luwiloo...here we go luwilaa...here we go luwiloo...all on a saturday nite...

2006-01-07T09:35:00.000-08:00

hmm God my dream is to be righteous in Your sight!!that is my dream!!help me fufill it oh God!!mould me into the person u want me to be!!God i just want to thank You for everything You had done and blessed me:

haha nissi the 3rd is realie growing and praise the Lord for the growth!!we not onli want quanity but also quality!!Lord help us grow roots tooz!!=Dhahaz and also pray for sister ruxiang who has tumors in her left leg and lungs as it is cancerous...but our GOd is a healer...so who cares abt cancer!!just pray and beleive and let God do the rest!

yeah!!gonna start studing againz!!hehe gonna set one day to have group study and after that watch vcd!at whose house??!phantom of the opera and beauty and the beast!hehez=D

And undefeated came out with a new moto!!
as we have to admit that we often gossips when we gather together so we came out with this moto:

Gossipers goes to hell!!

Starting of school...

2006-01-06T08:26:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!skool started!!O levels coming towards me!!or i going towards it??aiya either ways,i am stressed!!

Day 1 story started...
went to school like per normal and i found out that i can mix with my classmates better then last year lez!!hehez but i serious can tell you that 4 days of skool had turned me alittle worldly againz...haiz y leh?haha becuz i canot withstand temptation??but until now i had not utter a word of vulgarities so is still okie lar...

Today is friday and i went to visit ruxiang after skool...met up wif debra first la...okie go back to wad hapened in skool...woahz!my class set up an altar and put cups,sort of idols and loads of rubbish and placed mats and cursion on the floor for ppl to kneel down and pray to the "xxx god" they called it...and pray all the stupid things and still video down and everyone laughed like crazy!!i told my frend dun do that but he didnt listen so i just stood there larz and watch lorz...and then did alot of stupid things with my old cliques larz...although now i dun fit in but i dun realie want to fit in 100% becoz if i do then i will be sinning against God coz wadever they do is realie sinful larz...but i realie want to bring them to church but they kept making fun of the Lord...but i know my God can do mighty works!!hahaz yeah after skool went to visit ruxiang and then go with xuanwen jie to far east plaza to buy her shoes and me go buy jiemingx's present lorz...muhahahax!!love ya brother!hahaz and of course guizhen also larz!!hahaz jaslyn tooz!!and the whole undefeated!!love my dajie tooz!=)

One night i was feeling unwell and i thank God for these people that prayed:

serene

jieming

guizhen

jaslyn

xuanwen jie

james lin

haha and chatted with rico on msn and he realie encourages me larz!!thank you broz!!hehez and u made me stronger in my stand that i shld not compromise to the world!!hehez!!=D

And people pray for ruxiang against the tumors in her lungs and leg okie??=)pray hard people!!see her like that pains our heart!!pray hard if you love God!!pray hard if u love her!!=)

haha and i thank GOd for my wonderful leaders that served us wothout any complaints!!hehez thank God for everything!!Nissi acts and Nissi three!hehez thank God for weiwei and huat!haha love to hang out with u guyz!!=D haha weiwei always so funny and huat so ahhh!hahaz okie lor gtg bye!!=)

World peace!!God let all the christians in the world have peace in Your kingdom and wreak havoc in satan's!!hahaz World peace thru the reign of our Lord Jesus Christ!!hahaz and not some sotongz!!=D

Jesus i have faith in You!I want to start a new year right with You!!

2006-01-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

haha 2006 is a new year and lets make this year more fruitful then the last!haha had regretted not doing so much good things and regretted that i did so many bad things that dishonoured God last year...hehe want to spread the Gospel to my friends in school but i find it quite diffi but now with more faith then last year i will be more prayerful!!God help me to realie be close to you!!i know that i will soon be spiritually down again but Lord let me know that You are still close to me oh God!!hehe yeah this is a self encouraging post so paisehx...haha=)

MeTeOr FuN bUt HoLiS iS eNdInG...

2005-12-29T19:01:00.000-08:00

yeah!!another day not wasted!!had so much funn!!went out with guizhen,serene,winnie,liying,weiwei and of coz myself!hehe actually i got tuition until 6pm dez so i canot go but God still bless me hahaz that the tutor sae can change the time then i changed it to 12-2pm but it ended at 2.40 because i ate pizza at my tutor's hse!!hehez he treat leh!!GOd bless againz!!haha den it was raining heavily and i rushed home to put my bags and later go meet guizhen,liying and serene...

the mrt got no place to sit so stand lorz...ahhh leg pain...after reaching bugis i went to the guardian stall to walk walk but when i went in the first thing i saw was guizhen's favourite!!apple and strawberry dipped in chocolate!!haha but it is that kind of machine make de but i still decided to buy it for her to eat larz haha den when i go to the cashier to pay...she scanned the box and the price was $8.50!!!i was like arghhh!!!!coz i tot it was like $3 dollars at most $4 but it was like $8.50 so i took out my $10 to pay lorz...sobx sobx...and the worst thing is i forgot to pass it to guizhen...hahaz!=D nvm lahz...

then later called guizhen and she told me to go coffee bean meet them but i first time go bugis and it was so big larz!but i prayed and prayed and the Lord guided me and i found them!haha it may sound like nth but i scared i lost becoz guizhen tell me it is opposite bossini but when i saw giodano i was like erts giodano canot be near bossini de mahz later fight how??hahaz but when i moved my hear alitte..i saw one big bossini sign beside it and later found the coffee bean lez hehe....i walked in and saw guizhen they all walking out and i just moved outside the coffee bean tot onli have serene,guizhen and evangeline but when i saw all of them weiwei and winnie was with them tooz!i was shocked!realie!!hahaz at that time i knew i canot buy my stuffs todae liao but it was realie fun becoz they added to the fun!!=D

then we went shopping and we walked pass a 77th street and i accidentally knocked down the board of the promotion thingy and i tried to put back but realie veri diffi and it was not realie stable but i didnt care just went into the shop to find them but when we are walking out a guy was sitting beside the board and weiwei said "the board dropping already!!luweii!!'' okie and the board dropped in the end and all the friends of that guy look at him and ask him wat happen but he said he did nth hahaz..den me and dunnoe winnie or liying went to put back the board becoz i knoe i was the one that made it drop wad hahaz....den after that we went to eat seoul garden lorz...actually want to go eat sakae sushi dez but there dun have buffet so forget it larz...

went to seoul garden but forgot how much each of us pay but all of us were realie realie starving le so when we went there the person say they are cleaning tables so they want us to wait and so we go walk walk first and they will call liying's hp when the tables are ready lor...we were all like dun want to walk wan to eat liao especially serene and me hahaz den when the call came we were overjoyed!hahaz so happy!!

throughout the whole seoul garden i didnt realie cook much is winnie and serene help me cook de lorz..haha den serene like my mother like that keep telling me to give her my bowl and she put food inside and winnie like my cook like that keep telling me to "fan'' the beef or later chao Da!!den i tink i toked too much and liying call me to eat dun tok so much..erts like last time wad shuen and xuan wen dajie did!hahaz=D anyway we had loads of fun and laughing when eating becoz we talked abt the meteor fun againz but in case u guyz dunnoe wad we are toking abt let mi explain it to euu...this game started with me becoz me,guizhen and huishan was watching meteor garden vcd at huishan hse coz nth to do mahz den suddenly i saw the shancai(main actress) de mother look like serene!!not realie look like but give us the feeling larz den later i started to sae guizhen like shancai like that hahaz den the fun started...below is all the roles please refer:

Shancai(guizhen)

Shancaimama(serene)

Shancaipapa(gideon)

housekeeper(luwei)

Ching he(enkai)

Bai her(winnie)

qian hui(peijun)

Daoming si de mother(huishan)

Daoming si de sister(weiwei)

Teng tang jin(cherie)

Daoming si fiancee(liying)

lizhen (leona)

haha thats all but still got roles haven fit in yet so stay tuned!!=)

satan hurts me but Jesus heals me and gave me strength to kick satan in the butt!!

2005-12-27T08:28:00.000-08:00

Christmas bash

haha i missed out the whole sermon!!i was in the cafe helping out the food stuffs!but it was worth it!!serving had made me happy!!haha and there was funn!!because i was serving as a waiter holding a tray containing cups of blue coloured liquid haha taste like blue berry taste larz!!=Dquite nice and i also helped out with the tables and setting up of the food larz!!wah all of us were super hungry when we saw the food on the tables!!woahz!!haha it smells so good!realie too good!when u r hungry everything smells nice larz and we wanted to eat but ken say take some and put at the table behind and wait for everyone eat finish liao den we can eat!!arghh!!!me and desmond was like wah torture!!but we still did it!!!hehe loads of salvations and i realie praise the Lord for His marvelous works!!=Dhaha HE is indeed the GOd that draws!!=Dhehe...

went out with leona enkai they all for basketball but didnt realie play then laterz went to sim lim wif serene and guizhenn to buy guizhen's laptop and after walking for like hrs she finally decided to buy a white twinhead??brand de den me and serene was quite happy because our tummy protested for hours le...den went to ate pasta mania and eat until so full!!hehe thats all for todae!!=)

UnDeFeAtEd

yeah these few days because jieming got army and jaslyn busy wif some stuffs left me and guiizhen onli lorz....hahaz quite sad la without the other two of them..feel realie veri weird but had to realie need to zi guan becoz sometimes they are busy people and we need to be flexible larz...

Got realie affected by lots of things recently...i realie urge ppl out there to pray for ur own cell grp becoz satan is at work and i realie wish that i could kick his butt!pray for me too people!!i realie need your prayerz!!...

2005-12-23T00:58:00.000-08:00

IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH GOD LURVES YOU THEN PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP!!STEP ASIDE AND DON'T EVEN THINK OF STOPPING ME FROM SHARING MY FAITH BECAUSE I AM NO LONGER THE PERSON I AM,SLACKING IN MY SPIRITUAL WALK!!I GONNA STAND UP FOR HIM FROM THIS VERI SECOND!!

lateZ nights......

2005-12-22T09:05:00.000-08:00

these few days had been reaching home at ard 12 plus to 1am and yesterday nite even 1.10 worz...hahaz realie fun these few daes but i kept hanging out wif the same people that i love so much!!hehez undefeated!!hehez hang around at nite to chat at beside the swimming pool until late at nite and last nite we nearly planned to sleep beside the poolside!!hahaz love them so muchz!!!Before that,we went to westmall to walk walk and jaslyn wanted to buy a bag from yellow but jieming chose the same bag as her and soon the whole Undefeated decided to buy sort of similar bags from yellow and we got the same whistles but diff colours hehez thats so cool!and plus,we are going to bring it on sat!hahaz yeah nxt week sean,guizhen and a few of us are going to Far east level 1 to do some graffiti to the walls...haha make it more "holy"muhahahaz...

had been helping out in the Christmas bash decorations these few days and i realie pray that God will open up the spiritual eyes of the lost and bring them back to Him!!suddenly the fire for evangelism had came back once again leh!!haha love God so much!!and i beleive i still will continue to grow in the Lord!!hehez had been quite distracted recently and i dont realie want to get back to last time when i got hurt in friendships and fellowships..haha Jesus tells us to love our brothers and sisters but sometimes realie hurts and i m now quite scared of this kind of pain that i reject being committed to a bro or sis except those that i realie trust in larz and of coz euu know who euu are larz but i am realie confused larz...hmmz pray to GOd

How much do you love God??

2005-12-18T03:29:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wonder if you really love God or how much do you love Him??i had been thinking abt this for quite a while and i haven realie came out with an answer yet..In the Word of God it says that :"If you love Me,you will obey my command"

I claim that i love God but i disobey Him at times due to fear and laziness...When everytime a godly sermon is preached and we are touched by the sermon,we sing to God that we will give Him our whole life and do whatever He wans us to do..but after a week or so....when the Lord tells us to go and share our faith with a boy or girl sitting at the bus-stop...how we reacted??did we go ahead and do it like what we had told God a week ago???or did we say God i am afraid of rejection or i think it is my own thinking it is not God and try to push the Holy Spirit's prompting aside...

For me...i always redevote my life to God again and again but i never really do things His Way and thus i never really grow in the Lord and i had always been quite stagnant...

I went to a bilingual service today and the sermion did meant to me sumthing..the speaker told us to close our eyes and imagine now we are infront of the throne of GOd..in our hands is a basket that we are to offer whatever the basket is holding,to GOd....when we look into the basket it is holding the our harvest and growth through out the year...Had we brought anyone to church??Do we have any fruits of the Spirit in our life??Had we grow much through out the year as God had given us a year to grow spiritually...

i looked into my basket and i seen little...veri little harvest....i had not grown much this year..nor did anything much for God...yeah i went for mission trips and camp and GOd is telling me start from now it is not too late but i felt that i had taken GOd's grace in vain...realie in vain...so peep look into your basket today and what u had seen??a great harvest and spiritual break throughs or had you wasted another year??if you seen nothing or very little in your basket,then God is telling you todae...start anew,as it is a new year...take a step of faith..step into the unknown and work for the Lord,DO HIS WILL AND HIS WAY SO THAT WE CAN HAVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!=D

My generation my responsibilty

2005-12-16T04:03:00.000-08:00

haha Yi camp 2005 (My generation my responsibility) ended!haha i came back on the second last day of Yi camp becoz i was quite exhausted becoz of the straight three days games commitee standing under the hot sun for like hours and i got darker by a bit !!!finally hahaz went back my sweet home and had a bathe smelling good and den slept on my comfortable bed with air-con!!muhahahaz....but i missed the high praise and altar call stuffs!felt so sian diao and i regretted coming back...haiz nvm lah it was over hope that GOd have His plan dun worry too much...

Haha i was in Jacob tribe and my TL was lopez and cynthia was my aTL haha then weikian was my tribe leader and lisa was my assitant tribe leader muhahahaz!!our tribe had lots of wonderful cheers but lynette's group came up with lots of cheers that made us laugh like crazy haha!!I was in the games commitee for three days so didnt played any games but i enjoyed serving becoz it was real fun manz!!haha learn from the people of the games com and enjoy torturing the Yi campers with lots of rubbish hahaz!!=)

every Yi camp is different so i didnt know what to expect but the blessings pastor dave gave us was good manz!the sermons that he prepared was real good!but becoz of the warm and humid weather i nearly feel asleep lots of time man i muz admit he is a powerful preacher!!hehe he gave me a new name...

Luwii!!

hahaz and that adds on to my names list:

bear

penguin

luwii

lulu weiwei

dabao

hehez...tomolo is church yeah!!gotta go and bye dudes!!=)

Yi camp

2005-12-12T07:14:00.001-08:00

hahaz yeah!!tomolo is YI camp...but i am not realie excited but more excited den mission trip and i dunnoe why!hahaz...weird,hmm tomolo (guizhen,jaslyn,sean,jiemingx,jiehau,serene,rebecca kan,weiwei )are reaching woodlands at 8am man!!wahx so early hahaz!!...gotta go and sleep lez!!goodnite guyz!!=)

Yi camp

2005-12-12T07:14:00.000-08:00

Mission trip 2005 ended!

2005-12-10T08:53:00.000-08:00

hahaz i was in rhoiet team 2:

wanxin

shuen

luwei

victor

jiehau

phillip

chingian

sean

boonping

ernest

hahaz and i knew a few new friends too:

yongqing(brighton)

vincent

ken

huini

suetyen

suetlin

steph

carista(brighton)

xiangxiang(brighton)

baseball,i tink spell wrongly(thai)

ning(thai)

This mission trip is realie action packed but i will leave it till the next post because i am realie falling asleep and i got a new nickname given by mtrippers,penguin...

This post is posted for serene!!hahaz happy birthday!!

2005-11-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

haha serene this post specially for euu lehz!!hahaz touched mahz??hehe becoz i forgot ur birthday date larz so maybe this is a apology la kiez??=)hehe wah first time listen u play the piano quite nice also la the tong hua jieming de song muhahahaz okie i like write testi like tat...ermz ya and also wish ya a beri happy birthday day!and also to jaslyn,enkai,joy,xinglong,and upcoming munchung!!hehez!=Dso many people birthday!!yeah=D

and serene u r the lousiest dJ i can ever find manz!!haha rene rene radio station de manager also veri slack de hehez okie stop here and i wan to thank joy,jaslyn,enkai,xinglong,munchung and serene for being so friendly and leaving footprintz in my life!!!thanks!!=DGod bless!!

CrUsIng on star cruise virgo...boring

2005-11-19T23:56:00.000-08:00

haha skipped church this week...not backslide larz but i went for a cruise on super star virgo...hahaz sounds so suang!but not suang at all..ok the part i lurve most is the food and the cabin beds tats all...haha toking to my cousins sure is fun but also i feel that we are sort of seperated alittle when me,yijun and my sis tok abt God and church but my other cousins are there blur blur....hehe the cabin also veir cosy de...i sleep at the bottom of the sort of double decker bed larz haha veir warm n nice haha slept alittle bit onli...i nearly slept at 4am on the first nite n woke up at ard nine plus wah tiring....hehez..lol=D ya i bought sumting for Joy and Jaslyn coz their birthday mahz...hehez=)then like tat lor nth much la on the cruise...but the food was realie great man!!realie great!awesome!!i nv eat so much in my whole life man!!never!!n u find urself eating every 1 to 2 hrs becoz it is said tat u will be fed with 6 meals per day...siao liaoz..but the cooks were realie good and got alot of food like crayfish,mushroom omellete etc...hehe and the sea is realie beautiful in the morning but scary in the night becoz it is realie veri dark!pitch black when u look out of the ship!!except some lights from other ships or sumting else but it was realie scary i tink...haha my ah gong gambled and won money tooz!hehez he gave me some money too lor haha he was pro man!from the min we board the ship he ate his dinner and played until the next morning...dunnoe how he did that...but it was realie crazy to me not doing anyting but pressing buttons is a nice game to adults??hahaz...weird but he gave me $50 dollars too hahaz...yeah n i miss all my churchmates leh..it had been a while since i last never attend church wif valid reasons...haha then now hor sat nv see them for one time it will be feeling veri weird haha...miss alot of ppl man but my phone no reception also good becoz can concentrate on the crusing time larz...haha yeah undefeated!!Wahahaha!!!=D haha n .....

Happy birthday to Joy,enkai and Jaslyn!!God bless you all sis and brothers!!=)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

2005-11-15T06:31:00.000-08:00

Sunday

fund raising!!yeah we put in lots of effort to get the fishes after snl...haha we ran like hell was break lose...try to run as fast as our legs could carry us haha and after that i went to lot 1 to meet mingx and haux they all to slack wif the frendship band team n sean low they all lorz...=D a realie fun grp of peepz haha...on sun we did the fund raiser lor...reached at 8 plus n started to put the fishes in the tub n start our business!!didnt realie pray hard but GOd still bless us although we are lazy n slacky in prayer not in effort la...at least i m was realie slacky..God still provided!!our JEHOVAH JIREH!!!haha praise His Name!!we raised like 10 thousad in a day!!how could it be possible without the grace of GOd??no matter how much we pray we canot raise 10 thousand if without GOd's grace...i realie didnt pray hard and enough..always take Him forgranted...realie sorry Lord...haha shuen became the model for muen's photo taking shop..haha shuen arhx!i still prefer ur normal self!haha u put makeup not tat nice le..hehez!=D and debra n liying plus another gal i dunnoe but she know my name..erts weird..haha they put makeup and took photo too!!liying suits makeups la i muz say..haha more pretty le worz!!haha and ken brought flowers for my mom to thank her for sponsering her chicken pies tooz!=)sweet worz!!haha

mission trips

haha guess whose team m i in??WANXIN!!!haha wif my brother jiehaux,shuen,victor and some other churches de pplz!!muhahaaz so cool ritez!?!?hehe we are under our wanping aka pingz pingz area de leader hehe i haven get my backpack n everything..n mission trip is cuming!!i m so excited!!hehez!!

thanksgiving

firstly i want to thank JAMES for assisting me so much in my christian walk!!bro u r realie the one tat guide me alot!!haha since the day i came in u r already taking care of me!!thanks you broz!!

secondly is Jiemingx and Jiehaux haha realie thank both of u alotx!!haha guided me and i learnt alot from u guyz tooz!!haha pei mi alot too accompany me slacking hahaz...=D

thirdly Xuanwen dajie haha thanks for being the dajie that i can always count on!!and always so sweet and full of godly advice!!hehez nice neoprint session!!lets go againz!!=D

fourth is Guizhen and Jaslyn haha always like sisters like tat n can let me n jieming li siao siao de!!hehez thanks for those crappingz stuffs and funn!!!=D

fifth is Serene haha thanks for always being a chatty sisterz!!=Dhehe being the one tat li siao me also but mostly is I lisiao euu larz!!=D

sixth is Joy and Debra haha always tok alot wan both of euu!!haha nv let me have a moment of peace and always can find u guyz to tok tok de..hehez thanks!

seventh is Shuen haha!!always so filled wif ur crappiness and advices!!being such a caring sister!!=)

eighth is enkai!!my teamate in lan games!!haha always let me kill de euu!!hehe!!thanks alot!=D

ninth is rico and edwin!!haha my disciples always so faithful in discipleship!!seeing u guys grow i m happy tooz!!=D

tenth is weiwei and weehuat!!always trying to show care to cellmates haha!!u guys are realie great frends!!=)

eleventh is liying thank euu for telling me ur problems always!!appreciates tat n i can see euu growing alot!!=Dpraise the Lord!!

Proverbs 1:7 Fear the Lord!!

2005-11-08T06:46:00.000-08:00

[proverbs 1:7]
the fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge but fools despise wisdom and instructions...

haha had been reading the book of proverbs these few days..woah...i must say i learnt alot n benefited alot from this book...hahaz tried to memorise some verses by heart is realie useful...here are some verses that i find quite useful and maybe will be a help to you in times of needs!!

proverbs 2:8
HE guards the paths of justice,and preserves the way of His saints...

proverbs 3:3,5,6
let not mercy and truth forsake you,bind them around your neck,write the on the tablet of your heart.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,and lean not on your own understanding,In all your ways acknoledge Him,and He shall direct your paths.

GOd realie is a great God and be true in all your ways as He seeks those with willing hearts and are willing to humble themselves before Him...for these are the ones that GOd can realie use...but being one of them is not difficult...for the grace and favour of GOd is upon those that are willing to seek Him...in Matthew 7:7-8 it says..."Ask,and it will be give to you,seek and you will find;knock and it will be opened to you.For everyone who asks receives,and be who seeks finds,and to him who knocks it will be opened."

praise the Lord that He had delievered one of my brother,u know who u r,out of a temptation..haha praise the Lord that you made the right choice bro!!nothing can satisfy the hole in our heart except Jesus...becoz no one know your desires and need more then Him...

[psalms 139:1-4,13]
OLord,You have search me and known me,You know my sitting down and rising up,You understand my thought afar off.You comprehend my path and my lying down,And are accquaintedwith all my ways.For there is not a word on my toungue,But behold,O Lord,You know it altogether.

For You formed my inward parts;You covered me in my mother's womb.

haha thank you oh Lord!!You are the greatest and we will all praise Your Name together!!let not even death stand in our way for the Lord God had overcome death and death is simply just sending us back home as what was said in weiwei's blog...so nothing can stand in our way to preach the Gospel and do the commandments of the Lord!!be humble!!

Prayer requests:

xuanwen has flu and she is veri stress over her work..pray for rest and peace from the Lord...

wanxin has been experiencing oppressions and also having exams...pray for protection and well time management

jialin,munchung,huishan,priscilla,enkai and leona that they can do well in their exams!!

Jesus's Freaks

2005-11-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

haha felt so good recently!!after came back to the Lord..i realie felt that He is realie drawing me back to HIm...i can feel thatl...haha my attitude towards ppl n discipleship was totally different!!last time i neglect those ppl that treat we veri well example my dearest disciples rico and edwin...but now i felt that GOd is letting me to appreciate the ppl tat are ard miee..yeah!!haha and i realie thank GOd for the people ard me..every single one...when i say every single one,i realie mean it!!=D

yesterday we went town and after that a group of us went to find junan...haix when i saw him i knew that he was sad but he still had pride in him as sin can make man stubborn...i was like him a few days ago...but what i wan to express is GOd can help!!GOd can realie help!!it is nothing to be ashame of!!becoz God is willing to help!!but when i saw him like that...i felt sad..but i feel that i was not realie sad from the bottom of my heart...i felt sad becoz others was sad...i was so disapointed in myself...why can't i see him thru God's eyes??y cant i see him as a lost soul that the Lord love so much??but i looked at him as a brother that i m not veri close wif...and i was tinking wad if jieming or jiehau backslide...i will sure cry over it...becoz they are veri dear to me...n i m looking thru man's eye...thru favourtism...i wan to see things thru Jesus's eyes Lord!!everyone no matter who!if he/her walk away,,i will try my best to go out for tat person...but not choosing n having tat thought tat i m not close wif him so i dun realie care if he backslide or attend cell and church...many cried and teared but i believe we had done our best and leave all the God now but we must still continue to show care tooz!!=D

Today went to kbox jieming and serene...haha so funny...everyone also veri lan wan...dunnoe how to sing dez...but i was the lousiest...sianz...hahaz keep gana scolded by that botak larz!nxt shld whack him wif a rod or sumtingz!!hahaz and serene got quite a good voice leh!!gal jiayou!!haha went todae becoz serene wan to go lorz...actually we also didnt wan to go de..but pei her becoz she going to work mahz den nth to do before tat...hahaz so wei da!!lor us...hahaz yeah den later huat,syl,kenneth,jieming came my hse to swim swimm tooz..haha gtg le bb peepz!!rock on for the Lord!!

and i apologise liying if i was to harsh...=D

Few words:
haha thanks huat for ur willingness to helping me to solve my problems and correcting my mistakes...thanks for ur commitment to the cell and u r a fun bro manz!!=D

thanks peijun for ur shirt arhx!!and ur commitment to the cell and also fellowship even when u r veri busy wif ur work=D

thanks jieming,jiehau haha for always willing to help me in anything n shaving botaks also...hahaz yeah and any problems can tell me also mahz!!=D

thanks james!!haha for ur corrections and lameness broz!!keep it up dudez!!=D

thanks rico and edwin for putting efforts into discipleship!!lurve ya guys lots lots!!=)

thanks shuen for ur advice always!!yeah sis u r always so encouragingz!!=D

thanks guizhen and jaslyn haha twin sisterz!!always so crappy and sticking to each other!!haha sweet sisters both of you are!!z

thanks dajie!!!haha always so sweet dez!!continue sis!!=)becoz got tis kind of dajie of coz tis kind of DiDi!!=)

thanks Joy!!!haha always toking on the phone wif u brightens up my day gal!!continue to rawk on!!

thanks daniel for ur willingness to mix wif us dudez!!u r soo cool!!=]

thanks enkai!!my faithful lan-mate!!who can be like u??!always let me kill?!!hahaz=D

thanks debra!!!!for ur laughter tat rocks the whole house...=D

Jesus convicted me

2005-10-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

Announcement!!I had backslided officially 3 days agoz!!!but i had came back to the Lord todae!!!the Lord convicted me and draw me back to Him...it was realie not easy task...last time telling backsliding christians to come back to GOd...haha but when i was in their shoes...i knew it was nearly impossible larz...(deceived by satan)...but now i had came back i just want to thanks those ppl that again tried to help mi larz...=)sorry for regecting your help huishan n shuen...haha and thank you joy...haha prayed over the phone for mie..hehe thanks and botak for giving mi stupid advice n hau also larx hor dun sad dun hab haha...okiex gtg buaiz!=)

Ah beng or Jesus' child??

2005-10-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

hmmz...went thru alot of tinking lately...had been hearing comments from ppl abt how they tink abt mie...n the comments i received are all negative...y??had i realie changed??i dont understand...when i hear someone telling mi tat they find mi"bengish''...i tell u i was shocked...yeah i know some ppl had tink that i had turn bad and find mi bengish...i know...telling mi abt my actions n speech and use of volcabulary are unacceptable...yeah but i know they meant me well and wan me to change for the better=)..but i even hear from ppl tat i m not even close wif n tat realie did shock me...n i start to know tat not onli my close buddies realise the bengish thingy but others tat are ard me too...n tat proves tat there is realie a change in me...hmm wanting do dye my hair,pierce ears,do hair extension,go buy those ah beng clothes...ya i wanted to do tat..but it was a few weeks ago...but sumtimes i realie wish tat they could just come n tell me larz...like jieming,jiehau james and shuen(last time),huat...yarz u guyz told me straight in my face and i appreciate that kindness....now i m realie tinking if i m a child of GOd or a fake child of GOd...i m not walking my talk now i can seriously tell u tat...been affected by stupid things like friends,cellmates and rubbish things...people that i m so close wif lastime dun even talk to me now when they see me etc...yeah it realie hurt deep...n it realie spoils my mood when i see tat person...canot stand it...veri dao...hmm i shall not say who is it becoz u may not even tat person but i juz pray tat God will help mi thru tis becoz this wound is deep but God is healing me=]

haha n i get to know a few plp more todae at sentosa..didnt play much but enjoyed toking wif ppl like my dearest dajie,enkai,james they all...my old cell mates...haha left knights and didnt realie hab much chance to tok to them and todae realie got to noe them beterz....haha found out tat they were in beter state den last time...everyone had grown...except me...not growing...must check on myself lez...and how i wish that when i was in knights i put in effort to tok to them more...rather den focusing on my skool frens...haiiz wasted...haha funny guys...yeah and knights prayer meeting cancelled le becoz too many ppl are at sentosa and skip prayer meetingz so it was cancelled...=] yeah tats all and i nearly got drown my tat ah hau today!!!hahaz yeah u watch out boy!!and debra if u r bored plz go find something benefitial to do rather then calling me up and fan mi...hehez=p okiex gtg buaiz peepsz!!and faithful taggers thanks u guyz alots!!brighten up my dayz!!=)

2005-10-23T08:10:00.000-07:00

Today is a bright n happy day wif flowers and butterflies everywhere...like real arhx...muhahahax todae went james lin hse n it was quite fun i muz say...did alot of things also...ate dogchop,guizhen u all shld noe wad i mean...haha play basketball etc...plp that went were sylvester,kongann,shuen,jaslyn,jieming,guizhen,xinglong,enkai,yijun,ah haux,rebecca kan,liying aka evangeline,my sis yanqi,me,debra,jerene,anisia,huijin,joy and jirinz...haha alot of ppl got injured...debra got knocked down while playing basketball and jerene got hit at the eye while badmintoning...hahaz and lots of things happen larx.....and we played basketball wif james daddy worz!haha he so cool!like superman!!!and when he versus james...aha it is like superman versus red boy...hahaz super heroes battling!!!!awesome!!!and we walked thru the bushes to reach the bustop while going hm n they say saw white figures behind them...haha funny lorz...maybe is syl n kongann de pranks or maybe is true...i not sure..becoz i didnt see it...

haha hau n ming had wanted me to shave my hair wif them...precious hair of mine....want me to shave it off?no way...but bo pianz!!already make a pact le...n i can see that both of them regret lez...hehez maybe larz we will do it...yeah tml will be stuck at hm n rot den evening go haux n ming hse eat dinnerz...woohoo !!cool huhx...okiez gonna go ppl...tag!

my regards to people:
Hey serene!!! dun work till too latez!!leona too!!dun overwork horz!!haha and serene thanks for ur cute counsellingz!!it did helped!!hahaz=D

Hey cherie!!haha pw faster finish den can hang out slacker!!hahaz=)that time still smack my facez!!gonna get it from me one dayz!!

hey peijun!!thanks for ur concern and i realie appreciate ur listening ear...got anything can share wif me tooz!!=D

hey guizhen thanks for wanting to hear me out horz...haha not i dun wanna tell u but i veir tired liaoz ma hehez=)thanks sister!!!thanks alotz!!

hey jieming!!thanks for encouraging me always manz!!for accompanying me out etc...realie been a great brother in Christ to meee...=)

hey jiehau!!thanks for ur advice manz!!n thanks for the shaving hair campaign...bo pian la i surrender okiez?!shave manz!!

hey da jie!!!thanks for being so sweet sis!!haha i noe u wont see my blog but i still wanna thank euu!!!hehex thanks for ur gift!!appreciates it

hey shuen!!dunnoe wad to thank you for larz...didnt tok to u much recently....but just want to let euu noe that u r still the best sister i ever knew!!haha u r one of those plp that realie impacted my life!!u had left footprints in my life =D

hey james!!thanks for being a great brother tat bring me so much joy!!!a great blessing to noe u manz!!

hey weiwei!!thanks for ur guidiance in cell and church,u had realie bring great joy into my life!!!

hey huat!!thanks for correcting me becoz u wan me to change for the better!!i appreciates tat broz!!=D

hey kenni dun work too hard for ur attachment!!take good care of urself!!=DD

orchard...

2005-10-14T19:34:00.000-07:00

Being veri down lately...i found out that nearly all my post are all about sad things!!hmm realie dun wish to see this in the future...shld try to blog more happy things in the future...yup!!hahaz yesterday went to orchard to watch movie wif sylvester,kongann,shuen,evangeline,yijun,jieming...haha me n ming n yijun went to orchard first to buy a bag den meet syl they all laterz..becoz they went jamming n will be meeting us at ard 4 plus...actually i was going Jamming wif them de but since jieming was free n alone=p...i decided to pei pei him lorz...haha now u know y i didnt go jamming liaoz hor shuen hehex=p...and laterz we meet liying becoz she was ard that area den we tok tok and wait for kongann they all to cum lorx...after that we watched a romance movie...hahaz...that show i nearly watch until sleep liaoz...tam shuen pick de lorz..but nvm larz it was still ok...and we went to walk ard orchard searching for kongann's desire sunglasses...so vain!!hahaz...we took lots of pictures lolx...real fun!!some of the pictures look quite demonic but i dun realie care...hahaz...actually wanted to go bishan find serene they all dez but it was quite latez le den might as well forget it lorx....reached hm at 11 plus and online till 1 plus lorz...yarz thats all...=)

2005-10-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

Hey after reading sylvester blog i decided to apologise to the ppl that i had hurt lahz...actually i believe i had hurt a person for the past one week or maybe the past few days...but i just wanna say i m sorry for hurting euu thru words and my actions...i didnt mean that but i was overwhelmed by anger and bitterness larx...yarz just wanna say sorrie to you...paiseh horx!!

Cut hairz!1

2005-10-12T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hey readers i request one thing from euu!!please at least leave a tag so that i know u came before...please!!a simple tagged like Hi!! can realie brighten up my dayZ!!=]

HEY WHO WAN TO GO CUT HAIR WIF ME PLZ TELL MI THROUGH THE TAGBOARD CaN!?!THANKS!!!=]

Had been a long day todae...had my geography test paper todae...wah i so sAd.,i actually can do quite well dez becoz i studied 6hrs yesterday plus today morning!!!counted bahz...haha becoz if i study 6Hrs or more i will get a reward!!!someone promised miee worz!!muz do it!!buy mee sumting nice!!!haha anything also canz!!=p *i veri sweet dez*
There was 3 question in the paper:
question 1 is on map reading,i skipped it first and do the 2nd question on industry...den i do question 3 on tourism...Yesterday spent 50mins in burger King...being tutored by my geography tutor Tam shuen=)Erts.called me her tutor Kid...thanks ar.....hahaz realie benefited alotz!!=)thanks sis aka "jiE''!!hahaz i wrote alot on tourism tooz!!didnt let euu down!!but at the end i still never finish the paper...becoz no time ma...and also jiehau was sick...until now still veri tired lorz...pray for himz...
Had my poA paper too...MCQ...did veri badly...becoz i dun even understand alot of tings....but at last my paper two i tried my best n hope tat i did not let my Poa tutor WeiWei down!!hehez....thats all!!!tomolo last paperz liaoz!!officially larz!!yeah!!!=]

2005-10-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

feeling veri sian todae...didnt have time to finish my physics paper and i knew i can get the question right but i didn't do it...haiz no time larz...had been praying for mission trips tooz...haha GUIZHEN don't get too fustrated over this sudden change thingy larz...God have a better plan for euu dez...although u dun like last min changes but God wants to also test if u r submissive mahz=)hahaz yeah work hard horz!!promised to share wif me ur testimonies after u come back n u better come back wif Powerful ones!!hahaz yeah!!Sean,Dajie,James,Guizhen,Jaslyn,Weiwei,Huat,Kenneth Yeo,Huijun,Rebecca...anybody i missed out??hahaz yeah these are the Warriors tat are going unto the battlefield in thailand!haha going to come back wif powerful testimonies!!but what we can do is just to keep them in our prayerz!!so just do it!haha impact the world for GOd!!cool stuffs huhx...gonna miss them real much!!
sylvester will be in charge of Acts nxt week so yeah!!gona have fun manx!!exams are ending real soon n i juz pray tat i could u noe..at least get promoted...never even tot of doing well or past overall becoz i didnt study..but i beleive Jesus can do miracles!!AMEN TO THAT!!hahaz but i will definately studyz more for my nxt exam no matter what...hahaz...
james coming to print something actually but my dad is sick..den ah hau also say wanna study but canot cum...wah sianz study alonex!!den tat shuen horz haven even tell me she cuming anotx...wah now veri hot also!!how to study wif tis kind of weather!!wan to diez arhx!!
ONe more thing...sylvester had came to talk on fellowship and plp in cliques casting their own cell-grp members out...how evil is that...i had been seeing all this...and wonder if i does that too...but after a serious thinking n checking on myself...i dun tink i did that...i admit last time i did tat..n last time was not too long ago...like 3 to 4 months??but now the situation of the cell is like a battlefield...allies smiling at one another but battling wif one another in the dark...thinking tat no one knows...if even the shepherd tat spents his time running ard taking care of the 3 cell grps can see...how much more den i who is in the cell all the time can't see??it is sometimes quite obvious though...but i must say this...sometimes it is realiie oversensitive...but sometimes it is for real...yupz...n insecurity too...like wad shuen said before larz...if u feel insecure...juz go forward n ask tat person...=) yeah!tats all for todae..woah wasted so much time on com...gonna go lez...buaiz peepz!=]

2005-10-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

woah wad a day!woke up at 11.37am latez...wif jieming still sleeping,i decided to wake him up as huishan n ah haux n the serene n winnie n peijun is coming to my hse to study larx...woah this is realie realie the first time tat i studied manz...hahaz called danielle to cum but she nid to study at hm so forget it...busy gal hahaz...super muggerz...jieming slept over at my hse yesterday after watching football match wif my dad as it ended at ard 1am...
after studying till ard four plus we packed up n met kenni for dinner at boon lay...twelve plp went todayz...hahaz nice meal it was man!!after the meal we went to the canal?!???hahaz played catching there lorz..it was real fun but the place was small n diffi to run plus...i can't realie run fast...hahaz...took pics larz but didn't took as a group n dajie complained about it leh...hahaz fun dayz larz todae but tiring tooz...

to all mission trippers:
Jiayou for mission trips.You guyz are realie great children of GOd n He honours it!!yeah!!go all the way for Him!!!

lovely??or is it lousy?

2005-10-05T03:14:00.000-07:00

wad a week...phew!under so much stress...realie dependant on GOd this few days becoz got exams never study hard so must depend on Him lorz...haiz reallie veri stress now larz...until hair drop liaoz...but i realie must thank alot of plp in this post..hahaz yeah a few larz..they encouraged mi alot...haha jiehau still come my hse to slack lorz..ya a good source of de-stress...becoz at least can slack wif cell-mates for awhile den study...mind will be clearer!!=)nth much other den eating our cereals plus milk n watch tv tok tok lorz...but issin't this the best type of fellowshipp??tok more n understand more abt one another...haha james came too...came to supervises me if i got study anotz larz...yarz he realie did it but soon we ended up playing NBA live after studying for like half-an-hour...becoz he came my hse for like 1 hr plus onli lorz..den went off for mission trip training lez...haha toked to him over the phone for a while n heard dajiE screaming into the phone calling me to studyx...erts..okiez...haha still gana scold by her for eating junk food b4 meals...hahaz realie have the talent to be a dajie..haha a veri caring wan...ya n thanks guyz for praying for me n i m here to thanks u thru tis post:

weiwei,thanks for ur tuition...but i realie didnt have much time to get my poa right but i will still try my best nxt year...

danielle,shuen haha thanks for praying for miee over the phone...was so touched leh,haha n thanks for being so kind n letting me know the remedy of slimming down horz...erts.thanks ar!haha...say wad the jie is more cutez den the didi,thanks ar i cuter den the jie lor plz...the jie went mental hospital tats y the patient there say she cutez larz...zhadao...so thick skinned...hahaz

xuanwen,hey jie!haha thanks for calling me n encouraging me yarz??realie thanks alot ur phone call did helped...hehez..plus the prayers of course!!thanks for being such a nice dajie horz!=]always see u so busy...one day mus go out take neoprints i dun care!!hahaz

james,hey bro realie thanks!for praying for me n caring for miee for my studies yarz?n u had realie been a great bro n sort of the person tat i hab to thank the most for my spiritual growth is caused by God but aided by you!!=]

cherie,hey sis thanks for ur encouragement card,n ur smses!!!=]had been an great encouragement source to mee this few dayz...sis nxt go take neoprint againz!!hahaz!!=)

guizhen n jaslyn,hey thanks sis[s] for praying for me horz...haha two of u r such nice sisters tat are hard to find...hahaz yeah!i mean what i said!!u guyz are funn!!

jiehau,ermz this guy not much to thank but juz thank you for slacking wif meee..=]

botak jieming,hey bro thanks for ur efforts for wanting me to slim down horz...haha thanks ar!a great n fun bro u are!=)

huishan,thanks for wanting to help mi in my science sis!!realie thank you for ur efforts!n u r kept in my prayers too!

serene n winnie n peijun,thanks for praying for mi over these few days...hahaz thanks for being such wonderful sisters tat have strong faith in GOd n had rubbed off on me in my spiritual life...thanks sis!!

rico,haha thanks my dear disciple for praying for me n encouraging me this few dayz!!encouraged by euu man!!u rock man!!=]

A True child of God??

2005-09-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

have you ever realise how precious are u in God's eyes??i had realised that recently...had been into alot of thinking recently...trying to release anger n gaining attention in alots of ways...serious speaking i didn't realie walk my talk these few days...or weeks...and i didnt have my walk right wif the Lord...keep on wanting to fight!!!As the bible says,"If you love Me you will obey my commands"...n i said tat i love GOd but i didn't obey Him at All!!As it written:"they honour Me with their lips but their hearts are far from Mie"...it is applying to me right now.the bible is always so right...but recently was quite happy larz....ah haux n peijun n shuen cuming my hse to study lorx...hahaz had funn!but got study also larx..i studied the less liaoz...but nvm!!today i studied for lyke 5hrs??woah tats alot for me!!yeah!!aiyo still tot Jie(xuanwen) cuming to teach us but at the end she got skoolx...erts...nvm we studied ourselves...syl huat n kenneth yeo n muen came also...hahaz...den ms weiwei came to have tuition wif mi n also winnie lorz...poA...wad a subject...but nvm!!hahaz also horz i muz thank james,shuen,huishan n guizhen n my jiE hehex...n also thank those who had received my Nitex greeting de plp for ur comments abt the Nitex greetings thingy...letting mi noe tat i m nt doing all these for nth...hahaz thanks fore appreciating itt!!!hahaz n u guyz take care of urselfs too peepz!!everyone tat visit my blog!may the Lord bless u ABundantly!!!=]

God's way Vs world's way...wich will prevail in my life??

2005-09-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

Finally after many many ages of time...i decided to be back in action againz!!hahaz...woah time flies real fast n i m sitting for my EOY exams real soon!!veri nervous becoz i may be able to promote...but maybe not..but let God do what is good for Him for His plans are always to make me prosper..Amen!!hahaz this few days arhx...went through quite alot of struggles too...i don't reallie noe y but i m starting to give in to violence...and turning more vigorous and agressive than before...last time my class mates play play wif mi..i wont realie retaliate..but now so diffi..realie dunnoe why but i feel that it is sort of an spiritual attack..realie wanting to get rid of it but temptation juz cums!
For example..on Wed nitez..after my tuitio,me,weiwei,my sis went to kfc to have dinner..pei our sweet leader to eat eat...but hor after eating we went back home..on our way back hm...a adult "AngMoh" bang my sister...n it was his fault but my sis still say sorry!n he stared at mi becoz he saw miee staring at him...seriously no joke..on tat day i was sort of trying nt to be agressive..no bluff..i got myself realie ready to fight him manx..wanted to shout at him but he walk quite far...n i look at my sis she still seems quite alrite so i didnt realie care n i thank God tat i didnt hit that guy man..or else it will be either me or both of us land in hospital...haix..wad makes mi real angry is becoz he was walking at My direction n i saw how he bang my sis...show u guyz One day...
but it was all over n i dun wish to think abt it anymore bahz...asked tat "BOTAK" jieming if we shld go n train ourself up manx...self-defense if u wan to put it a way...but he keep telling mi to go slim down first...hahaz u tink i dun wan arhx!!not so easy lehz.

Haha had been sending sms to people to encourage them but i feel tat if this dun benefit euu...plz cum n tell mi becoz i wanna save somemoney mahx...bill bursted...1440 sms per month..hahaz One month i mean...sianz gonna get scolding againz...and i realie felt tat we shld start to spur one another towards love and good deeds...and here are a few people tat i know that are role models for us to learn from...haha ur name not in herez not mean tat u r not good in showing love but is becoz i canot possibly Name out so many ppl mahx...HEHEX okiez:

sYlvester(thanks for being a role model in all aspect for us to follow)

weiwei(thanks for giving tuition for those who are weak in study)

huat(thanks for being such a sensitive leader and willingly to sacrifice ur personal time for cell group stuffs)

jiehau(thanks for msging mi n reminding me not to copy hmwk from frends...erts thanks.)

jieming(thanks for ur help n effort for wanting to help mi slim down...hahaz..it takes time Broz)

cherie(thanks for being a sister in the cell group tat plp can seek advice from!)

james(thanks for being so true and realie a sweet brother to everyone!agree?amen!!)

kenni(thanks for asking mi abt my work n wanting mi to study although u didnt need to do tat becoz it is not within your responsibility but u still did it..thanks.=])

danielle(aiyo thanks for listening to my problems and being realie a caring sister hahaz...)

huishan(thanks for asking me wad happen to me thru my nick...hahaz)realie appreciate tat sis!

appreciate You Guyz!!God bless you manx!!

2005-09-12T01:19:00.000-07:00

Okie i apologise to the public right NoW!!!
sorry for keep changing my name but i want to annouce tat i m no longer shane anymore...dun ask me why...becoz i have a reason for it...hehez wan mi to tell u also can but muz first promise me tat u will not kill meee for keeping changing name..thanks=D

Hahaz starting of term 4...today is a quite ok de day la actually...becoz i feel tat in skool i m still veri alone...n tats good..becoz i m following the commandments of God..."Do not yoke with unbelievers"...
had been in this church for like 1 year lez..time past realie quick...woah many things had happened...cant believe tat mission trip is ard the corner...oh man...work for GOd...the first thing u will ever want to do...althought i m not veri ON for mission trips...hahaz but nvm larz...As when we became Christ's child...we lived for Him and not for ourselves...and i realie thank GOd for HIs Grace and Mercy that He had called miee out of darkness into His wonderful light...hahaz...By choice He came to die for us...by choice we will live for Him...
i realie feel tat i m falling away from GOd and still trying to get back to HIm....GOd plz draw me back man...i dun wanna fall away...Save me...

And for you who know who you are...dont be sad kiez???studies is important but not everything...will GOd want a person tat studies veri well but dun even care abt Him or a person tat try to do everything well for GOd but didnt realie have time to study becoz of serving Him???dont be sad but talk to God about it..talk to mieee also can...for i m on all ears=D

Prayer request:
pray for healing for angela,weiwei's friend...for her mother had juz passed away...and pray tat GOd will heal her wound and sadness..wipe away all her tears Ultimately pray tat salvation will take place...=D
pray for pastor T......not sure wads is his name but he is our thai pastor n the iron tat is in his body is causing damages to his body n he needs to go thru operation or else...okiez juz pray for fianacial needs and God will heal him...

2005-09-07T08:19:00.000-07:00

Defination of Salvation:deliverance from the penalty or punishment of sins n wrongdoings.

As christians we reallie need to know what is the meaning of salvation...many had asked but i answered none...even the very basic question.."What is Salvation???"
and many would reply...my opinion is.....Do not reply if u dont know what is it!!!dont act as if u noe n bllurred the real meaning of salvation!!

GraCe:something tat we don't deserve
how can we apply in blibical sense??/We sinned ourselves n lost the passport to heaven...but Jesus loved us so much that He came n die for us just to return to us the passport to heaven..this is call grace...someting that we dont deserve...

I m realie so happy...althought i feel like a loser in many points n aspects of life...but i m a victorious man in the sight of the Lord i pray one day...n also in those eyes of my fellow christians...realie happy to say that...rejection came n go...cliques will dissapear n new will come...but i realie wish tat i can juz stick to my current frenz...they are realie sooo gd...my current close bros and sisters...but i know GOd have a bigger bigger plan for me...n i will soon be leaving this place....without any regrets i hope...for i onli wan to live for the Lord...juz pray tat ut will not change!!soon...veri veri soon...i muz leave...for i dont belong here...but i pray tat b4 i m gone GOd will realie use me wisely...thanks be to God n praises are resound for Him and glory is Yours forever...

Angry??unforgiving??mad??

2005-09-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

today did street Evangelism again !!yeah chiong the streets for God!!although it is realie good but it realie tire us out...realie happy wif the harvest today...had a few contacts...but realie disapointed wif a few things todae...serene,leona n winnie didnt come today due to serene waking up late....lazy Pig!!!hahaz lost 3 worker of GOd today le...plus liying came to watch movie but not evangelism...it made my mood worse....plus seeing tam shuen walking pass me without even saying Hi to me...i was reali veri sian diao n also zha dao larz...but i knew it realie canot stop miee from doing God's work n i tink it reali didnt stop mi...thanks to faithful rico,jiehau n jerene for joining the Street-E today...Praise GOd for you guys!!!And saw liang zhi they all doing survey...actually is Street-E also larz...

Haha was surprise that muen n ken neth came my hse today...haha realie two friendly Fellows!!haha n i m realie sorrie larz liying n shuen...tat i was showing u guys a "black" face larz..becoz i was realie nt veri happy wif wad u guys did larz...but it was over!so forget it...n shuen arhx...paiseh 4 wad i had say yesterday at the bus stop larx...if tat realie hurt u or sumting...but i had to know some things you know....hehez...okie okie...blog until here lez..=]=)))

For God so Loved the world that He sent His onli begotton Son...

2005-08-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

And Now for God so loved the world,that He send His One and Only begotton Son into this world not to condemn but to save this world thru Him....how marvelous is that??
Did street evangelism today...it was super cool!!!see plp coming to know Jesus!!tat feeling is realie Great....and Awessome....
lots of peeps came today!!!can see that God is realie using us well!!!Lord of Harvest!!!fufiled the prophecy of the End times...tat plp will be soo receptive to the Good News of our Lord Jesus Christ...was realie amazed by God's amazing grace n how did He helped us while we were on the streets shaking from head to toes...fearing to be rejected. Awesome God we hab huh!!!didnt realie pray much today...but i cried in class...nt becoz any other things...but juz felt lik worhshipping Him in class...n i put my head on the desk...n prayed..worship....my frend was like mocking at wad i was doing!but i didnt care...i cried..tears came out from my eyes...felt how merciful and forgiving is our Great God...realie wanted to feel the grieve of the Holy Spirit so much...DONT GRIEVE THE HOLY SPIRIT,HE IS ALL THAT I HAVE...i dont realie want to hurt Him again,..but it is nearly impossible...but i will try my best...to be obedient to His word...
I can realie tell you now people...i want to live for Him and HIm alone...nobody...nobody...can love miee like He do....no one else

walk in the Spirit = the reason for i existence

2005-08-27T09:56:00.000-07:00

walking in the Spirit...we come across this word over and over again...but do we noe wad it realie means???what do we mean by walking in the Spirit??i relaie got soo touched by the sermon that i was the first few to go up to the altar call and pray worship Him...becoz i was soo desperate for the Spirit without myself noeing!!!i realie wannted to get so personal wif His Spirit....i want to know all of Him!!!!i wan to be the closest frend of the Holy Spirit...i wan to noe everything abt Him!!!i reali dont wanna grieve the Holy Spirit anymore...i love Him sooo much..maybe not now...but in the furture..i pray...i can lay my life on the altar...and die for the Gospel if He wanted me to...
In the past...i onli noe how to pray generalism prayers...but now it is diffi...becoz last time the Holy Spirit seems distanced too...not reall..
but it is diffi from today onwards....reali got touched by His mighty n everlasting Glory and Love for man....i realie wanna do street-Evangilism everday if i can!!it is possible!!!if i just put in effort to do it!!!In the process of serving GOd...we also shouldn't neglect our Quiet TIme wif the Lord but realie obey Him , His small still voice...and do HIs will...yesh!!!

Walk in the Spirit is my choice

2005-08-27T09:23:00.000-07:00

2005-08-23T06:03:00.000-07:00

Today is an ouch day!!!oh man the burning sensation and the mark of the *shhhh*
haha i feel that after i had progress chart i tend to talk a little bit lesser le!praise God for that

but i felt like a prisoner...being watched every second....realie veri tiring...
realie stressed this few days...cannot sleep well...realie cannot sleep well...becoz of skool stuffs...
please pray for miee..this is a prayer request...becoz i realie canot sleep well...veri stresses..although i always look so full of energy n smiling always..as cute as always...hehez..but i m breaking down...realie breaking down...even today when peijun n shuen come my hse do lessons...i dont even hab strength to tok to them liao lor...veri quiet today...veri seldom see miee so quiet de lehz...yarz la...i was veri tired of everything...

i realie pray that Jesus would come back fast as i m tired of everything tat is happening in my life le...realie sick of it...and please pray hard for miee bros and sis in Christ...realie lost now lehs...

okiez stopping here...realie no mood to continue le...miss miee guys!!!All time favourite ShAnE@!!!

For GOd my life is made worthwhile!

2005-08-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

yeah!for GOd i will go forth into all nations just for Him and Him alone!!!
this is an message for those that are coming to church for certain intentions...we have to get this straight..we come to church for GOd,to experience Him and His presence and get our lives changed and get it realie right with the Lord...
For those that come to church for the wrong intentions like,girls,boys,fun,etc...you are not entertained...yesh church can be funn!!it is reali veri fun!but our main purpose is still GoD!!!dont come here becoz of fun..come here becoz of God,fun is secondary..as christians are not boring but cool okiez!!!!haha!!!

haha nth much to blog today...Oh ya one most important thing!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONGSHENG NATHANIEL!!!!haha your birthday today man!!!and you relaie helpped miee so much in the praise n worship today...thanks you so much for you and shuen...did a great job by helpping miee this blur king...haha...oh ya ur sister also veri blur de...suprisingly today she is not soo blur...hehe=] okko signing off....dont miss miee peeps!!! hahaz =pp

what the crapp is that!!!

2005-08-18T01:18:00.000-07:00

progress chart...a chart that contains number 1 to 5...1 is bad and so on so for 5 is veri good...and a teacher will judge u by ur behaviour in his/her class...if u are good..maybe she will gv u number more den 3...if u get below 3..u will get caned...and this chart will keep u as a prisoner until the term ends...it will be hell for miee...and the whole of sec 3 express stream only 5 of them have it...and now i am one of them..this is a chart only to discipline problem students...it is quite unfair y i get it...wads the reason for getting it??people that scold vulgarities at teachers....for miee...it is the first time never bring notes for maths lesson...and i got it...unfair...

but praise the Lord for this chart!!!as i believe this is how God wanna let miiee be more attentive n teachable when i m in class...nvm...just pray for miee that i wont get caned...Praise be to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords!!!!

For love the Heavens cried...for Love was Crucified...oh how many times...have i broken Your heart..still u forgave..if only i asked..How many times,have You heard me pray..draw near to mee...Everything i need....is You...my beginning my forever...Everything i need...is You...Jesus...=]

Not josiah anymore!!!!

2005-08-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

no more josiah people!!no more!!!

Shane....is my name now..a name that is not from man...but i believe is chosen by the Almighty God Himself...
one day while i was chatting wif my frend...suddenly this word S-h-a-n-e came to my mind...the amazing thing is i didnt even noe this word exist man!!!then i started to think that it is an english word...duhh...but maybe it is an english name...And when i went to check the christian name dictionary..guess wad!!!!!Shane is a christian Name!!!!it means gift from God!!!muhhaaa...so nxt when plp birthHday i just wrap up myself and give as a present can liao hahaz!

ok thank GOd for this name and plp please stop calling mi josiah for josiah was past...now shane is the one...haha...all time favourite,SHANE!!!!=)]

2005-08-13T09:52:00.000-07:00

Sat ureday again!!!woah hoo!!!just over like tis..realy sad...haha
had fun today...and the most important thing is grow in God
haha feel so blessed to be in the house of the Lord Jesus Christ....

went to P.S daniel's father-in-laws funeral wake today...first time went to a christian funeralwake..haha...now den i noe what is it like...quite cool la actually...a big cross at the front...Holy man!!but there was a taoist song ka at another side...then seeing them doing all those rituals realie hurt miee lot...how much had the devil blinded mankind to do all those foolish things...need to realie start to pray for our nations and the mission trip that is going to take place soon...altar call was great..i cried until no tears..den until got headache...realie wanted to go out to the Nations and strike the enemy hard and lift up God's Name On High!!!Nissi!!!the Lord is my banner!!!we are His army...

sylvester,shepherd,and a few leaders went to prayer walk a buddism gathering...they laid huge tents and there was a big budda at the front...oh man...i guess how much leftover materials did they gather to make a budda that size man..haha..china plp are smart man...if u get what i mean...shared the Gospel,prayerwalk etc...in the enemy's terrortiery leh..cool stuffs lehs!

after funeral wake we went back and had dinner lor...haha...everyone was quite noisy..but onli the girls table was quiet becoz i tink they are all too tired le...but for miee..haha still quite noisy as usual...den went home lor...disobeyed wanping;s dee order..felt quite sad...told us to go hm at 10.30..but ard 10.30 den we started eating...haha dumb...

k la..going lisa hse tml...signing off...All time favourite Josiah is ging off!!!dont miss miee!!!haha i noe u cant!!!=]

2005-08-12T00:21:00.000-07:00

thanks to all taggers and especially those "old customers" i would say haha!!!thanks for tagging and visiting by blog...
seems like everyone is still toking abt that day going rico's hse huhs...haha..i shld add abit...
rico hse was fun
slacker's heaven
Acts' heaven for we are slackers
chalet-like
a super small swimming pool
depth of 0.9metres
a huge masterbedroom
super cooling air conditioner
ants' graveyard[the bottles containing water also have over 20-30 ants drowned]
deep inside among the private apartments
a few of the landed properties have their own graveyards!!!
rumors of a certain landed property saying it is hAuNted[i saw it..realie
scary...but confirm not haunted]
ordered 100 over worth pizzas
Wanping treat[wait long long arhx...haha =p]
ordered too much food cannot finish
syLvester still cook noodles and eat...[pro lehz =D]

people that went:All time favourite,Josiah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rico the host of the year!!!
wanping the forever 18
caibao aka veri noisy de weiwei
veri act cute de jiehau
twin sis yanqi and jerene
tootie princess liying evangeline
shepherd sylvester the crappy one
brothers of blood yijun and isaac
andros the cool one

last-comers that came for only one hour:weehuat the ostrich[ostrich burger soon =p]
speak veri soft de cherie aka wugui
bimbo aka peijun
winnie,peijun's sis aka Jesus's baby
absenties:kongsheng aka nataniel[nataniel i give him one har :) ]
shuen aka dianelle[given by Pastor daniel]

thats all for today!!!!Josiah is the best!!!=P

hey devil's child!!!

2005-08-11T05:25:00.000-07:00

Hey devil's child!!!this post is specially made for euu!!!shld feel honoured...

Firstly,if you are a fake and a person that want to sabotage my blog..please get lost...becoz u will not be entertained...and i hope u lyke my Roman 16:19 says: be excellence at what is good,be innocent of evil...and God crushed satan underneath your feet!!!

Maybe i will give this number to my pastor or something??maybe he will contact euu bahz...
if you realie are a satanist...haha..GOd bless...
but if i find out you are a fake...haha...the devil cant save you man...
If God Almighty is for miee..who can be against miee??not even the little devil...haha..
i will pray for you so that i wont get to see you crying in hell man...
Salvation lies in Jesus Alone and no one else..think about it...drop by my blog more...
let miee help you...for i realie want to....

~compassion~

2005-08-05T06:26:00.000-07:00

compassion

A word veri easy to spell but veri difficult to understand...what is compassion???
i had been craving for compassion since the day i feel that the devil had so blinded my loved ones...i wanted compassion so much...but i believe there is some reasons why i dont have it...my heart is a heart of stone now...do not have any compassion for anyone...

when i watch the news regarding people suffering from dieases,famines,abuses...i dont even feel a pinch...i dont even pity them...i dont even have the compassion for them...i felt like a empty shell with no love...i will onli receive love from people...but never return it...
feeling that i am a fake christian...i spread the Gospel of love,but without love...i sing the tune of compassion,but with no compassion...i sing praises to God,but deep down in my heart i am dead...
it is all coming back to the same point...lack of compassion...i have to compassion on lost souls,on my loved ones ard mieez...realie feeling so sad...

Today in school,miee and my cell mate weixiong and a particular teacher that brought miee to Christ...we gathered in a room that is beside the canteeen...without anyone seeing us inside...we fall on our knees and cried out to the Lord for the sake of the lost souls...we cried for compassion and love for the lost souls,wanting to see them through Jesus's eyes...but while i was praying..serious speaking...i felt no compassion for them...i want to see them saved...but i have no compassion for them and this will obstruct the work of the Holy Spirit at times...
i realie want compassion but i was not easy..need to pray for it..but i am filled with lazyness and it realie obstruct miee from receiving compassion from the Lord...realie need to start praying man...

i left skool by taxi and reached lot one...after i got off the taxi..walked a few meter..the taxi suddenly horned at miee and shocked miee man!!!the passenger that was boarding the taxi handed mi a wallet..saying that i dropped it...when i saw that wallet..it was containing credit cards,cash cards etc...at the moment...i could realie say it was mine n take it man!!!i will be soo riched!!!but i didnt...haha shuen...paiseh hor...i say euu stupid not picking up the 10k euro...i m realie not so clever also..haha..but at least i did the right thing..didnt took it...and after that i continued to walk towards the zebra crossing...noticing lots of people staring at miee becoz of the loud horn juz now...haha but nvm..at least did the right thing...

haha didnt went for the festival of praise thingy...but nvm too!!!had a good time with munchung,jiehau,peijun and huishan and my sis too...haha...ate dinner together and played guitar and tok crap beside the swimming pool...such a pity...they went off too early...or else!!can star gaze together...muhaha!!!okiez shld end here!!!

Kaboom!!!!kaboom!!!
*Josiah would carry his cross daily~

~Rotting at home~

2005-08-03T20:05:00.000-07:00

Oh man i hate my chatterbox!!!until now still temporaliy unavailable..come on lah...if continue like this hor den die liao lor...sobx sobx...aiya nvm la...bo pian...

now stuck at home...rotting...
if on sat you see miee in church without my head of my leg,please dont be suprised..becoz i at home rot like siao arhx...super bored!!!getting sick and slack at home is nice...but when u have nth to do,your tootie com tio virus and canot even play a single game,ur blog de tagboard unavailable, and all the crap just keep bursting out...it is realie lan diao!!!

oh man...i have oral exam today...and i didnt turn up for it...die liao la...i think gonna get scolding from my teachers man...i think i skipped like 6 tests??oh man!!!when i go back school tomorrow it will be hell for miee!!ppl please pray for miee man!!!or else i gonna be dead meat...argghh...feeling so lan diao and so weary now...God help miee man...

Yeah!!!tomolo my cell is going for the Festival of Praise!!!wohoo!!!!!! going to praise and worship the Lord again!!!another oppotunity to experience Him and have another break through!!!oh Lord You love us soooo much!!!hhahaha!!!fun awaits man!!!Hillsongs will be there too!!!my favourite band oh yesh!!!so excited!!but i can now picture how cramp that place will be...multitudes of people rushing into that place,just to touched by the Lord...haha how cool is that!!!

arhhhh!!!haha feeling so hot and sweaty now...gonna go and bathe...
*KABOOM*signing off~Josiah will carry his cross daily*KABOOM*

~Hate to be accused~

2005-08-01T19:23:00.000-07:00

sick again today...haha thanks for ur concern serene but u see la...so zhun..i tio flu and sick again...got it from my friend while we were doing workpiece in the DnT room...oh man...and i was feeling sick and had sore throat and cough the day before...and now have runny nose...and just received a call from my form teacher saying that all my subject teachers are angry with miee becoz whenever there are tests i will be sick on that day...althought i had parents letter...they felt that i did it on purpose...act sick and dont want to turn up for tests..but i believe the Lord will be my judge...i hate to be accused...but if they realie wanna be angry and pick on mie...den come on lets play...i have a few friends in my class that always skip school and tests why do they want to pick on miee always???just becoz i am a christian or wad??or the teachers do not dare to pick on my frends becoz they have gangs and backups but i dont have???tell u somthing teachers...if you think i am helpless..then you are wrong...becoz God is my backup...and i believe God will not help miee juz becoz i m His child..but He will be Just and Righteous to judge...and i believe judgement willl come upon those that are in the wrong...and you mess with the wrong person teachers...do not mess wif the child of God...for i have a God that will protect His people...

realie getting irritated when nosey people comes in...classmates that are not even their business they will scold you like crap if u didnt turn up for schooll..like u owe them money like tat...if you are realie asking mi why i didnt turn up..i will happliy and willingly tell you..but if in ur heart you had already believe that i like to skip test and come to miee wif an offensive and mocking mentality..den u will not be entertained...for who are you to scold miee??you juz wanna mock miee and join in the fun am i right??like to pick on christians and mock us again???be a man...do the right things...do things with logic..dont follow blindly people...please...dont come wif an offensive heart...if you realie are worried about miee or what happen then i will be more den glad to tell you my story...check you heart before u even accuse mieee..for christians are not for mocking and entertainment but for God's purpose...

~Sick and dizzy~

2005-08-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

currently feeling sick now...becoz i cant catch up with my nose...it is running all around!!!Stop you stupid nose!!!i hate to have runny nose...as wad pastor daniel always say...chendols dripping down...haha...and have sore throat,cough and keep on sneezing like nobody's business!!!ahhh!!!God arhx heall miee leh dear Lord of heavens...feeling weak now...my eyes canot realie focus too...sorrie if i type wrong things....and partly is becoz my eyes are too small bahz...haha i know thats what you guys will be thinking rite!!!Josiah's eye sooo smalll!!!!ya i admit they are small..haha but i am realie proud of it!!!it is my trademark!!!do not try to copy man!!!copyrights are not for sale!!!hehez =)bleahx!!!

Fasted today...oh man...super torturing!!but for my dad,studies,souls of regent sec,resistance against temptation,grow deeper into His Word and grow spiritually...bo pian muz fast...if u read this...please pray too can??/hehe...oh here comes the chem test tomolo...God bless!!!!having lots of tests coming up...muz realie rest and study more le...so maybe not blogging for a few days...arghh canot le!!!feeling realie sick!!!must go rest le..

signing off~~~

~Boring day~

2005-07-31T05:36:00.000-07:00

today realie regreted for not going bible study...spent the whole day at home slacking...and my relatives and cousins came my hse today...sure made lots of noise...and also it wasnt veri fun i will say...coz nth to do mahz...no games to play or talk about...and feeling sick and tired...feverishh too...getting sick soon...pray for miee if you read this...

haha..told pamela and kenni to talk down notes for miee...i dont think they will..but nvm...at least got a little tiny bit of hope...hehe...bible study is about the book of revelation today...my favourite book among all the books in the bible!!!about end times etc..and we are going to study into it!!!how cool is that!!but laziness overcame miee and i stayed at home...kept finding excuses so that my "excuse" for not going bible study is not "lazy"....hmm...nth to blog today actually...so shld end here le...

oh ya...yesterday went to weiwei hse for her brother's birthday party..woah!!!when the 7 to 8 of us walk into her house...the only thing u can see is....people...multitudes and multitudes!!!hair of many colours and styles...fashion of the world and coolest dressing...gambling and joking...haha...normally seeing multitudes of ah bengs will scare the crap out of miee...but this time that feeling didnt come upon miee..the power of God maybe???haha...we were there playing guitars and singing praises to God....a small group of us among the multitudes...roses among the thorns...haha...it was quite fun there...but the only thing is it was already quite late..and everyone is not realie veri energetic le...and yesterday's service was a super long one...until 8 plus???hmm..but definitely a anointed one...God's presence was there...Holy Spirit moved...cool stuffs huhx...

happy to be set freed!!!Onli the truth will set you free people!!!confess and repent!!!=)
How can the world understand the Hope and Joy we have in Jesus???come and experience the inimaginable!!!=)

~Our God is an awesome God He reigns!!!~

2005-07-30T10:12:00.000-07:00

~Hope and Joy~

onli wonderful can describe 30/7....breakthroughs upon breakthroughs,groups and individuals..people brought to Christ and everything is just so wonderful to explain with words!!!

Today then i understand what is the true meaning of being a christian and a true disciple of Jesus...It is not just coming to church,cell,do quiet time,discipleship and sharing your faith...but is how you live your life..is it according to God's standard??or man's standard??
Doing it God's way or man's way??which do you love and value more??who is more important to you??Desire of needs that is of the world...or obeying God's Way and choose to obey God then satisfy your own craving of sinful desires as our hearts are desperately wickedd...

Temptation is not what we do but who we value more...if you love people and love the world more...of course you will fall into temptations and sin..but when you choose to love God more over the world...then the results will be Godly results...

How can the world experience the peace,sercurity,Hope,Joy,love we have in Jesus???
the world out there is crying out to God and trying to get out of sins but they just cant do it but kept falling deeper into it...they are so helpless,like lost sheeps that do not have sense of directions...HOw can they understand and feel the things we felt and benefit from our loving God???they are out there feeling so helpless while we have a God that will deliver us out of sins and difficult situations...

Compassion is the thing we need...how can a man be so heartless???by not sharing the Gospel to the lost sheeps and letting them know that they can find Hope and Joy in a God that wants to have a relationship with them???realiee feel so good know that i canot describe it...realie praise my Lord...God...please let miee grow deeper into Your Word...
Our God is a God who can understand us and always help us in difficult situations..which god can be compared to Ours???

~honour your parents~

2005-07-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

~Honouring your parents and maintaining your emotions~

this is no easy task...as the bible said that at the end of times children will rebel againest their parents and become lover of themselves...i dont understand sometimes...i had become at least 3 times more obedient after i become a christian....what else more do they want from miee???using murder and rapiing cases, parallel with my church friends...i know that not every church member is good..but do you need to go to the extreme???i know you are worried and i noe u are upset and i understand..thats why i controlled my anger and didnt shouted back at you...and i know i m in the wrong and i would say sorry...but what comes out from your mouth realie upset miee...

God tell us to honour our parents to have long live...i know i should not use "human are fallen creation ma" as excuse...but sometimes anger overwhelms...and we are created to have emotions...i didnt shouted back at you as my friends did,i didnt do anything that realie dishonour you...you shld realie take a look outside at my skool frends...what they do to their parents..disrespect them and cursing them....i need to respect and i want to respect you...but u muz be worthy of my respect...and dont always say that i only obey Jesus and without you i will not have a chance to know Jesus...come on...without Jesus there wont be you....

God..please make it easy for miee...and let miee honour my parents....and please let them be worthy of my respect...do not spoil the image of a beautiful mother you are that is in my mind...hold your tongue...think when you speak...words said have a consquence and penalty to pay...respect you doesnt mean i dont have the right to be angry about anything...i will try to love you more from this day onwards as i know ur love for us is deeper then i thought...but please be worthy...

~Best day of the week~

2005-07-28T23:39:00.000-07:00

haha friday!!!the day i had been waiting for!!!finally can sleep late and wake up late again...muhaha!!!after skool chiong home and slack and home!!!this is life man!!!and time is just passing so fast that before you even notice it...it is already a week passed!!!feeling that we are realie returning to God in no time..haha and thats great!!!God is happy too i guess hahaz...

Have you ever thought of what will you do when you are older and what will you achieve in life???i had been pondering over what i should do and work as over the pass few months...it is realie awesome if we can predict the future right...so that we can know what we will end up like and shld we buck up in our present life or wad...it is realie amazing how God can change people's thinking...last time i dont even care about my future at all!!!fun with friends and fashion is the most important thing of all!!!but by grace God called miee into His purpose and my thinking was realie changed by Him man!!praise be to God!!!i started to think about my future...what i will do for Him...will i die in the 7 great years of tribulation???ganna tortoured by anti-Christ and got my finger nails pulled off and body scalded by boiling water??oh man...being a christian have to price to pay...but it is worth it..veri worth it...as what else more is greater then having the God that created all things to be your Father and Lord??have to realie start to live my life as if this is the last...becoz you will nv know what will happen to you tomorrow...maybe God will just take you away...you will never know....ya and realie hope that God can draw near my loved ones...

oh ya...friends...school life...today my friends got into trouble with a teacher...again....
it started with the recess bell...as the bell rang and recess had ended...we are suppposed to go back to class for lessons...but my group of friends and i was still loitering at the toilet,drinking water and talking crap...while we were about to leave...a teacher,mr hector tan...came and scolded my friends and said that we made alot of noise while we were...seriously...not making much noise....and he escorted us back to our class...on the way back my friends thought of walking veri slowly to anger that teacher....and after we reached class...my friend and mr tan started to quarrel and soon chains after chains of vulgarities and nasty words came out of my friends' mouth...as it is perfectly normal for them to do that...i am already used to it...and it let miee thought of my old self...excalty what i was like before i knew Jesus...realie messed up...and realie hope that mr hector tan will not pursue this matter or else...my friends will realie be in deep trouble...becoz this is just a moment of anger...hope they will be alrite...

and sorry victor that i am unable to attend your party as i am realie tired becoz of straight four to five days of waking up in the middle of the night...and the weird thing is...i woke up at nearly the same time these few nights...it was so bad that when yesterday i woke up in the middle of the night.i dont need to look at the clock i also know is 2.50am...and it realie was!!!what is God trying to tell miee???people please gimme some suggestions...haha..guessings i suppose...=)

~thanks for the favour~

2005-07-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

Had been going ard thanking people for helping miee abt my blog these few days...realie feel so embarressed and sorry for myself lor...people can use 20mins to get things in place for my blog but i nid lyke 4hrs and cant even do a good one...a com idiot canot go far in this society i must say..i admit..i only noe how to play games...my com is just for entertainment uses...no work done..
realie thanks lor winnie..for helping miee to fix my blog...my free blog MAID haha...always so free and helpful..helping mi to change skins and links etc...one day must teach miee lor..i will realie feel like a loser...so beaten in everything of my life..blogging,studies etc..my i noe i have a GOd that can use weak people to do marvelous Works!!!haha thank you oh God...
and also...hearing more people in skool saying "oh my God"...people...saying oh my GOd doesnt make you look any cooler..but u r just using the Lord's Name in vain...as it was the third of the TEN COMMANDMENTS..THOU SHALT NOT tAKE THE NAME OF THE LORD THY GOD IN VAIN...maybe you dun even believe in Jesus...but it doesnt mean that u dun believe means the punishment will not come...GOd is merciful and gracious so dont test His patience people...grace covers up sins...but we are not always saved by grace..it has its limits...dont test God...love Him...and obey His commandments....
As when you seek Him,You will find Him..when you find Him,you will know Him..when you know Him,you will love Him..when you love Him,you will want to obey HIm....we do things for GOd not because we are "brainwashed" by church...but we did it out of love...and doing things for GOd is joyful!!!As would you not want to do things for your loved ones to make them happy??and it will be a joy and not a burden to serve them...it is the same for us christians!!!so dun keep saying we are "brainwashed" when you dont even know abt Christianity...when you dont know...ask...dun assume...

what is happening to miee???!!

2005-07-27T05:26:00.000-07:00

Anger-impatient-fustrated....

what is happening to me oh God!!!!I had been so impatient and so filled with anger towards my friends this few days!!!its not like miee!!!last time i was so filled with patience towards them..and slowed to angered...but now everything seems so not right!!!i had been warning people the whole day not to insult my Lord...i treated them with love..but they didnt listen...but now Lord..i realie hope that i can see this as a spiritual warfare as i am realie not against them but againset the principalities of the air....Lord i just pray...let miee be quick to forgive and slowed to angered...
Lord please prove to people that You are true...as i know that You have Your plans and let Thy Kingdom come and let Thy Will be done!!!!just preserve miee Lord...

jiehau came my house today....again...why you always come wan huhx??haha kidding la!!!thanks for coming to break the sian diao atmosphere at my home...haha..always say come here to study but i didnt see him study much also..haha...and james arhx..aka boy and jamie....hope that you are okiez man...did pray for ya...today heard jiehau's live concert again...oh man this surely is a "must" listen concert!!!it will prove to you that there is hell on the earth!!!haha..noise pollution actually..hehe..but a quite good guitarist also...stuck at a single chord for ard 4mins....haha...

and someone please..anyone know how to change blogskins and music...please help mieee out..i hate my music lor..the eeriee sound that comes out of my bloggy...super kong bu!!

Yeah!!!friday going to victor's birthday party!!!althought i didnt realie hear him calling people go and many didnt noe...but i heard that he invited the whole cell grp!!!wohoOO!!cool man victor lao bro!!!going to his hse to BBQ worz...haha...gonna push him into the pool!!!fun awaits!!!=)

As requested..=)

2005-07-26T07:03:00.000-07:00

~This is a entry for evangeline la...thanks for helping miee to find such a nice background and also teach miee how to start a blog sister!!!although i find it quite stupid to make an entry like this..haha..ok la..juz thank you lor...take care sis..=)and please bathe early...smelly pig!!!=p

~Prayer requests~
And also to add on..pray for:
James lin for his stomach flu
jieming for special permission to get out of camp on weekends to come to church

Boredom drives miee NuTs!!!!!

2005-07-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

~Another new day spent without realie spending it for Christ...
this is when boredom comes in...school is starting to feel like a routine and going to school just seems so meaningless...although i realie wish to study hard now...trying to listen in class and concentrate to what the teacher is teaching on...i just can't understand what the hack the teacher is teaching!!!!maybe is becoz of my basics....one word...sucks...

but nvm....i know that God will help miee if i realie put in efforts to study...but this lazyness is just so overwhelming...i realie canot prevail against lazyness..need You again God...but i realie hope that people that is reading this..please...pray for miee..get rid of my lazyness..or else i will juz be dead...

Good Temper...a word that people likes...but being good temper is realie a torture...when you have people insulting your religion right in your face and u canot even retaliate becoz you wanna be a good testimony to people...Jesus...let miee see them thru Your eyes...as things are realie getting out of hands...onli You can control all situations...i just hope that You sees this and please Lord...lead them to the knowledge of truth...that they may know that what they did was horrible...but God you sees them as infants...Let miee have such kind of Eyes Jesus Lord!!!!As one day i scared i will just explode and curse them n sin against You Lord!!!just gimme good temper O 'Lord....Faithful God....provide miee a way out Lord...

Josiah's walk with Jesus

2005-07-25T06:26:00.000-07:00

~*Revival*~
this word had been appearing in my mind for quite a period of time le....
today i am realie veri happy as a dear brother of mine that had backslided last time,after months of prayers,guess wad??he was brought back to Christ!!!okie,maybe this is a boring start of a blog but i feel that i shld announce this good news to encourage the other lukewarm christians that are currently pondering n doubting if God is real...let me tell you..GOd is soo true!!!

Lukewarm and doubtful christians out there...do you know why you dont have the passion and fire for God althought you wanted it soo much??let miee answer you....is because you didnt realie pray and hand up everything to God!!!And if you dont have the passion for God...then of course you wont make it far in your christian walk!!!logical ritez??

Christians that are out there to obstruct the Work of the Lord and the other christians..please step aside...As if you are fighting against a man of GOd..you will find yourself fighting against GOd..and the thing that makes me veri unhappy is....the ones that tell you not to share the Gospel to the lost souls....are not non christians but christians!!!please step aside...As you are right now opposing God's Work...

In class...people had been coming to miee....complaining to mee why am i so extreme and "act holy",trying to pull people to church??but those people that said that had ended up going to church with miee..haha priaise be to God the Almighty!!!